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THE ENDURING

CLEMENT KUA
SIX AUGUST NINETY-TWO
16 YEARS OLD

VICTORIA SCHOOL 2005-2008
SAJS 1998-2004


LOVEEEEES

DOING NOTHING
FRIENDS (IF THERE ARE ANY)
BOWLING
FAVOURITE 2 TEACHERS


HATEEEES

MYSELF
PEOPLE WHO PISSES ME OFF
EXAMS
LIFE


WISHHHH

FRENS FOR LIFE
NEW HP
NEW LIFE
GIRLFRIEND SOON?!?!?
& MORE FREEDOM PLSS!


IT FADES



MY CONNECTIONS

Adeeb
Ain
Ashley
Bob
Choon Hian
Danial
Daniel
David
Ernest
Evan
Fadhil
Farhan
Hafiz
Haqeem
Jovina
Jonathan
Joshua
Jun Jie
Kah Ghim
Kay Fong
Linus
Li Zhi
Louis aka 儿子
Mervin
Mr Siow
Musli
Nicholas
Nigel
Rebekah
Ser Kiat
Shervin
Sidney
Tajuddin
Weng Keong
Wei Guang
Wei Jian
Yogi
Yun Jun
Mr Khoo

The Bitter Stickgirl


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Thursday, February 22, 2007
8:39 PM

These few days i am getting quite emo...dunno y..

I hav been getting remarks by ppl saying tat i suck...i suck...then i start to wonder, do i really suck?? Or do they say the things jus out of fun...Do the frens around me are real?? Or they jus try to act gd in front of me??? Wats everyone thinking bout me???

I am always paranoid, i feel tat my mum always scold me and i feels left out in my family. I hav 2 brothers, father mother....so tat makes up 5 family members...whenever we go out, my elder and second brother will be together, and my father and mother will be together. I feel tat i am the extra one, which isnt supposed to be in this family...y do i feel tat way???

Last time my mum kept on saying tat she didnt want the 3rd child which is me...I started thinking tat i am the extra one....haiz....am i really not supposed to be in this family?? Y issit tat my parents always scold me more than my brothers (wat i think)?? Everyday i appear joyful, actually i am not.

Everyday i try to act gay in front, i am not. U think its very fun? No...i try to hide my feelings, not showing it out. Its tough being a guy like me. I wish i can have a life swap with someone..and u will know how i feel.


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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