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THE ENDURING

CLEMENT KUA
SIX AUGUST NINETY-TWO
16 YEARS OLD

VICTORIA SCHOOL 2005-2008
SAJS 1998-2004


LOVEEEEES

DOING NOTHING
FRIENDS (IF THERE ARE ANY)
BOWLING
FAVOURITE 2 TEACHERS


HATEEEES

MYSELF
PEOPLE WHO PISSES ME OFF
EXAMS
LIFE


WISHHHH

FRENS FOR LIFE
NEW HP
NEW LIFE
GIRLFRIEND SOON?!?!?
& MORE FREEDOM PLSS!


IT FADES



MY CONNECTIONS

Adeeb
Ain
Ashley
Bob
Choon Hian
Danial
Daniel
David
Ernest
Evan
Fadhil
Farhan
Hafiz
Haqeem
Jovina
Jonathan
Joshua
Jun Jie
Kah Ghim
Kay Fong
Linus
Li Zhi
Louis aka 儿子
Mervin
Mr Siow
Musli
Nicholas
Nigel
Rebekah
Ser Kiat
Shervin
Sidney
Tajuddin
Weng Keong
Wei Guang
Wei Jian
Yogi
Yun Jun
Mr Khoo

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Saturday, March 31, 2007
12:40 PM

Had our NCC interview of the posts we want. But then, i screwed it up big time. Dun wanna talk bout it. I asked for ASM and then they spammed me with qns, which i dunno how to ans.

OK! Had the first dragonboat rowing session today. It was so freaking tough. I am supposed to be a left rower, but then they threw me to the right side. But then luckily i am easily adaptable, so i adapted quite quickly. But the 10 mins of non-stop rowing was so tiring, plus the juniors gave up half way and it became like the seniors rowing (actually i oso sort of gave up).

So then, I shall go and do the proposal of the mon and wed trainings for the part a's and b's. Bye


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
7:31 PM

OMG OMG OMG! I HAV NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER (how many 'ever's hav i said?) SEEN SUCH A GUY LIKE TAY ZHI YUAN. Seriously he is simply jus a nerd.

Lets go through today's conversation with him, me, Linus, Mervin, Shervin, Danial, Dexter, Jun Cong, Wei Guang and Joshua. This were the ppl around when the conversation was going on.

Characters: Us (not including him)
Tay Zhi Yuan (TZY)

Us: Do u know wat is 'lan pa' (this is in hokkien)??

TZY: Er NO.

Me: Ok, it means soccer balls.

TZY: Ok.

*LAUGHING & LAUGHING*

Linus: Next time u wan play soccer, go to Mr Sng and say,' May i borrow ur 'lan pa' pls?'

*LAUGHING EVEN LOUDER*

Us: Do u know wat is 'chee bye' (sry for the use of vulgarities)??

TZY: Er. Something which can open and close, wet or dry??

*LAUGHING LAUGHING AND MORE LAUGHING*

Us: Do u know wat is 'lan jiao'??

TZY: Fingers or toes?

*MORE LAUGHTER TILL THE CANTEEN IS ONI ASK LAUGHING*

TZY: Does KNN (ka ni na) means 'we praise u'

*BURST OUT LAUGHING UNTIL WE ARE ROFL*

Us: Do u know wat is FHM or MAXIM??

TZY: No. (WEI GUANG OSO DOESNT KNOW WATS TAT!! OMG?!?!?!)

Yep tat was the conversation. Charlie u found someone who can replace u. Charlie doesnt know who was Saddam Hussein. LOL.

Later, went upstairs for Headband paintings. Said Rodney tat he love Annie, and he REALLY gave me a slap on my face. OMG! I tot he wouldnt do tat. Put down my bag, and got 'violent' with him. HAHA. But then we are still frens =)

Oh ya they said Mark Lim Wee Keong got knocked down by a car. I knew this from Pei Xiang, so i didnt believe it and i was laughing and laughing. Tat was kinda evil of me. *slaps myself*
Until they confirmed it. Sry Mark. I shall pray 1 minute silence to u.

*silence*

1 minute later...

Back! Finished 1 min. So yep wish u all the best!


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
6:13 PM

Dammit. i think i will fail my chinese oral. I screwed up on the Convo.

Although i know the qns be4 hand, i still dunno wat to say. i got stunned at the last qns, which is, 'How will the society be influenced by the teenagers getting intimate in public?' i got stunned there and gave up in the end. SHIT!!!! I GAVE UP!!!! I AM SO DEAD!!!!

By the way, Rio was like continuing the sex education given by Mr Gabriel. He drew on the board how the sperms swim towards the ovary to fertilise the egg. So, Rio called the thing we hav as the 'divine sausage' and the thing tat the girl hav as 'Holy donut'(or something like tat). YEP it was so funny tat i laughed till my jaws hurt!

Tmw will be playing badminton with Ms Sharma. If i win she treat me Macs. If i lose i treat her Macs. It will be such a disgrace if i lose to her. I dam scared sia.


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Sunday, March 25, 2007
12:21 PM

Vista Vista I love Microsoft Vista. And currently I m using it. YEA!!! Vista is like so much nicer than XP la. Its so nice. Erm. currently dunno wat to write. Jus supposed to curse my E maths NIE teacher? Keeping us back to complete our hw, and in the end no need to hand in. Make me miss my Mutual lessons. If i cannot come back as a 2nd sgt, I will scold u!!!!!

Ok. Supposed to hav games for Ncc, but some sgt come to tell us tat we hav to do FSD as Sir Tajuddin coming. Made us miss our games. Dammit. And the moves for FSD are gay, if we r supposed to perform tat during speech day, We would not be 'Victorian Stylas', but more of 'Victorian Laughters'.

So then supposed to go for LTC Bbq, but then it was raining, so decided not to go. Talked to Tajuddin till 7.30 be4 going home. Reached home around 8.30. Ugh. Wanted to go sleep but then stayed on to watch 'Supernatural'. I tot the show had finished. Damn! Missed so many episodes.


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
6:30 PM

OMG! OMG! OMG! I m back in dragonboat. Ugh! Y? Y? Y? Y? I dun wanna join. Now i am forced to. I will be the only sec 3 joining the sec 4s, tats so lonely. *crying*

But lucky there will be no Nationals, its oni the Temasek Regetta. But its coming in like 1 month's time? 20th April. And i am like freaking weak now. Gotta go train!!!!! TRAIN, TRAIN AND TRAIN!!!

This is my CA results:


ENGLISH LANGUAGE: 59.8 C5
HIGHER CHINESE: 56.4 C5
GEOGRAPHY (REVISED): 76.0 A1
COMBINED HUMANITIES (S,H): 67.0 B3
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS: 92.0 A1
MATHEMATICS: 74.1 A2
CHEMISTRY: 82.1 A1
PHYSICS: 64.4 B4
Mean Subject Grade (MSG): 2.8
L1R5: 13


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
8:54 PM

Yay. Finally my internet has been fixed after not been able to use the internet for like 4 days??? I wonder how i managed through these 4 days without computer. Must be the tough endurance i have =).

So wanted to blog abt lots of things during these few days, now i 4get all the incidents already. Ahhhh how?!?!?!?!? Oh ya, there was a very young girl, i think oni 6 yrs old at the most. She was like singing the song 'Smack That' at the MRT. It was a very funny scene, she was so cute la.

Oh ya wanted to comment on the Project Superstar (Student) auditions. I passed by Toa Payoh HDB hub and i saw them having the auditions there. It was the boy's category that day. OMG. Seriously speaking, they cant sing for nuts. Not saying my singing very gd la, but then the ppl who went up there to sing were like out of tune??? Out of the 10 mins i stood there, oni 1 passed while the other all failed.

CA1 results, very very sad, very very lousy.

Chemistry - 82.1 (2 tests) - A1
Physics - 64.4 (Argh!!!! 0.6 more to B3) - B4
Chinese - 57.6 (i think its somewhere there) - C5
English - 59.6 (Another one!!! 0.4 more to B4) - C5
History - 67 (Not bad) - B3
Geography - 76 (Thought i could hav done better) - A1
A maths - ???
E maths - ???

So currently my L1R4 is like 14 points. Tat suks. Unless my Maths get like A1 or A2, my L1R5 will suck like shit.


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
9:19 PM



May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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3:14 PM

Hm..finally back from Ncc camp. The Ncc camp was ok. Not as bad as i thought it will be.

First day
Reached school at around 7, started camp at around 7.30. Amazingly, i was the OIC (overall in-charge) for today. I was so shocked. but being the OIC is super duper fun. Ok. so i was the OIC. Had to report the total no. of ppl, blah blah blah. Yep, kinda boring. But u can shout shout shout at them. I HATE THE PART B'S. They hav a freaking attitude problem. Dun understand wats stand on 2 legs, stop fidgeting.

We did Amazing Race the first day. Kinda retarded though, 7th to be back, out of 8 teams. Although the limit of taking MRT is oni twice, we took like 5 times, lieing to them. Ok. Then at night we had our NIGHT WALK. Once again i didnt go for the NIGHT WALK as i was not feeling well. Sec 1, i 'pontang' night walk as u know the reason, this year, the food they gave was...UGH...which made me felt nauseous. They told us tat 1 person from the BB (Boy's Brigade) went missing on the previous night walk, due to wat, we dunno.

Second day
So the second day we woke up at 6.45, had our morning PT which was very slack (but i was still dying, i dunno why). Passed over the OIC job to Danial. So blah blah blah...Next up was SOC (Standard Obstacles Course).

The first station was to cross over the ropes. The staffs and sgts over there purposely move the rope to touch me, making me restart and losing to Kaymond by a big lead (i started the race with him).

Second station was sit-up, i finished quite fast, doing 20 sit-ups. When i reached there, Kaymond already finished. Third station was to run zig-zag through poles, next was to run up to the fifth floor parade square. Up there, we did 5 counts of 8 jumping-jacks, and did 10 push-ups (supposedly to do 20 squats). Then we ran one round the parade square and down tot he pull-up bars.

At the pull-up bars, we are required to do 8 pull-ups. I did 4 oni, and continued to do the rest with push-ups. THEY DIDNT TOLD ME WE COULD DO AGAIN. THEY SAID 1 SHOT 8 PULL-UPS SO I DID PUSH-UPS, IF NOT I COULD HAV DONE ALL 8. So i lost to Kaymond. By 3 push-ups.

Went for dragonboat in the afternoon. Not much fun as i rowed be4. At night was cadet's night, i was scared by Danial wearing a monster mask twice. Y AM I SUCH A FAILURE. But then he looks better on with the mask. =P.

Third day
Ended off quite early, around 1. As i hav Geog remedial from 8.30 - 10.30, i missed most of the events. Wei guang became the Part C best cadet, and Daniel Tan became the overall best cadet. *CLAPS*

In the end they got 'tau pok' and got thrown into the pond. I went into the pond too, being assaulted by somebody. I think its Sir Tajuddin. Then my handphone went into the water and is spoilt now. AHHHHH!!!! But i maybe able to change phone. HEHEHEHE! But then, not much possibility.


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
5:12 PM

Yesterday was the AKE (Annual Kayaking Expedition) selection. Me and Danial were on the same kayak as it was doubles. So lets see we were very 'sad' tat we couldnt make it in, along with Wei sheng, Wei guang, Dexter. Kaymond - Ian, Jing Rong - Daniel got in. Congratz!!!!

We were so sad and so sad tat we almost cried..=P anyways, gd luck to those who got in, and i shall console those who didnt get in. To tell the truth, like wat our ex-principal says,' A Victorian must not do 4 things. Dun cheat, Dun lie, Dun steal, Dun bully.' Yep so i shall tell the truth.

Me and Danial could hav gotten into AKE. But we decided not to as it was super tiring. We were among the top 20 (was in top 10 for like 10sec). But then we decided not to join and so we slacked there, letting other ppl pass before us. Ok so u must be wondering y we volunteered to join the AKE but didnt want to get in. Actually i oso do not know. >.<

Went to Sun plaza after tat. Took a cab from the 'ulu' (deserted) place to sun plaza. Abadoned Wei guang, Wei sheng and Jing Rong, as me, Danial, Daniel and Dexter took the cab. Went to KFC and eat lunch, talking bout how retarded is Linus while Wei guang choked on an ice. Then he started talking to the air around him as if Linus was DEAD.

The atmosphere in the KFC was very cold as Wei guang was telling cold jokes like free. So cold. Wei guang was like saying me and him are common in a lot of different aspects like living in those 4-storey flats, same retardedness, same stupidity.

Ok so tats bout it. On the way home, i took a bus from Toa Payoh interchange. Bus 142, a feeder bus service. So it will go all the way to Potong Pasir, and make a loop be4 going back to Toa Payoh. So i slept on the bus and it passed my house all the way, almost reaching Toa Payoh interchange be4 i woke up and quickly got down the bus. Wei guang oso overslept on the bus. Maybe we hav a lot of things in common. Maybe he is my long lost brother. OK Wei guang shall be my brother. Haha.


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Friday, March 09, 2007
10:56 PM

AHHHHH!!! I failed my IMT (individual marksman training)!!! But at least there was a great improvement from last year and this year. Last year was 1/20 pathetic right?? i know.

This year although its not say veri gd. but i still got 7/20. Tat to me was very sad. i was wishing for at least a pass la. argh argh argh argh argh argh. How???? I failed!!!! ahhhh i wan to jump down and die. NOOOOO


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Thursday, March 08, 2007
4:10 PM

Haiz. The Sec 3 camp was a disaster (did i spelt it correctly?). The food there was ... ... ... UGH!!

I dun like it, but maybe some ppl will like it. Danial was like saying, 'Even u give me $175, i will not go!' (Wait. It may not be Danial, Ai ya someone told me tat)

Ok, the first day was tat we must set up a tent and we will be sleeping in it. So, me, Pei Xiang, Mervin, Dexter and Hasif were sleeping in the same tent. The tent is like so freaking small. A 6-men tent fitting 5 ppl. While others are 8-men tent fitting 5 ppl. Wats this??

After setting up the tent, we did our activity which was NIGHT WALK as is already night. I was so scared as i am scared of the dark, although it was not scary at all. Then its nap time, having to wake up at 6.50 the next day

2nd day.
We did the WATER OBSTACLES, CANOE POLO, HOW TO BUILD A RAFT and BAMBOO RAFTING. The 'HOW TO BUILD A RAFT' got me a very very bad sun-burn which made many of the people there pain for the next few days. (even when i am typing now, i am in pain)

3rd day.
We did ORIENTEERING in the morning. It was very retarded, made me get a sun-burn over another sun-burn. Then we went to Gunung Lambak, a mountain. it was so tiring and it gave me a cut when i fell down while coming down.

Tats jus a brief description. I shall not go into details of how the camp is as i shall not insult it in anyway.


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Saturday, March 03, 2007
12:52 PM

Wow. Havent been blogging for quite sometime. Since 25 feb - 2 mar, which is 5 days, if i am not wrong.

FSD (Freestyle Drills) is seriously making me having a headache. Have to choreograph the moves for the drills cos i am one of the 3-man committee, the other 2 is danial and wei guang.

Next week is Sec 3 camp. Mon-Thurs. 4D3N. Tats so long. i will miss my computer, my games, my family, my frens (not including those going to the camp with me). We are eating ORGANIC food. And i heard tat it suks. so me, mervin, dexter & pei xiang decided to bring some stuffs there to eat. Like chips and stuffs. but i dun think i will be bringing. =P

The week after is our March Holidays. YIPEE. Oh shit. 4got tat the NCC camp is on Mon-Wed. Dammit!!!! Its gonna be so "FUN", which the seniors seems to claim. First day, we are having an 'Amazing Race' kinda thing thru out the whole singapore. 2nd day, not sure. 3rd day i think we will be dragonboating.

And there is no more night walk!! YES..but there is confidence walk, which is to walk thru the whole school at night, with nobody around u, ALONE!! AHHH!! i dun dare to go as i m afraid of the dark and dun dare be alone. oh shit wat am i gonna do??? HELP ME!!!


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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