Memories Fades,'

This is the video of how we got crashed in Temasek Regetta. Pls hav some judgement whether its on purpose or pure accident. Not implyin on anything

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OMG!!! I am like so gonna flunk my SA1. I totally hav no confidence in my upcoming SA1. I tried to mug everyday, but it jus turns out tat i cant get anything into the brain of mine.
The subjects i hav confidence in getting A1 is my chemistry and E maths (hopefully). TATS ALL!!! Suddenly i feel dam weak in A maths and now i hav no confidence.

I failed my Geography test (predictable). The one on climate conditions. Haiz, if i fail my Geography this year, i think i may consider dropping this subject next year. Help me! Can someone pls help me freakin boost my confidence, if not teach me how to freakin study for the exam.

I AM STRESSED OUT! I GONNA HAV A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN SOON!

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AHHHHH!!! I AM SO FUCKING ANGRY NOW!!! EVEN THOUGH THE COMPETITION WAS YESTERDAY, I AM STILL SO ANGRY.

WE WERE SUPPOSED TO WIN THE FUCKING TROPHY. WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE CHAMPIONS!! FIRST!!! AND ITS SUPPOSE TO BE A TRIPLE CHAMPION FOR VS!!! DUE TO SOME FUCKING STUPID SCHOOL TAT MAKE US LOSE, WE BECAME 4TH.

WE WERE LEADING IN THE FINALS. THEN PAST THE 2ND BUOY, THE FUCKING SCHOOL CAME INTO OUR LANE. THEN IT CAME NEARER AND NEARER. OUR CORKSTERN IS SO GD TAT HE HAV TO STEER AWAY IF NOT OUR HANDS WILL BE BROKEN. SO HE MOVED TO THE RIGHT AND WE CRASHED WITH THE OTHER BOAT!! FUCK DAMMIT.

THE STUPID CORKSTERN ON THE OTHER BOAT JUS SAID A WORD ,'SORRY'!! WTF. AND TAT SOLVED THE WHOLE THING? WAT SORT OF SHIT IS THIS?!?!?!? THERE IS NO RE-RACE OR ANYTHING, AND THEY DIDNT EVEN DISQUALIFY THE SCHOOL. WAT IS THIS? THEY STILL HAV THE CHEEK TO GO UP STAGE TO COLLECT THEIR 2ND PLACE TROPHY AND MEDALS. FUCK THEM. WE COULD HAV BEEN FIRST!!! FIRST!!

We were all crying when we knew tat we had no re-race. Crying in anger, and the fact tat we lost our triple champion this year! But then, the fucking school is so lousy and they hav to use their own school corkstern. THEIR OWN SCHOOL!! Its so obvious tat they are on purpose tat they cut into our lane. WTF! Stupid school. Come and join Temasek Regetta for wat. GO HOME LA!!!!

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Noo...this year is such an unlucky year for VS. First CO (Chinese Orchestra) get gold for SYF (Singapore Youth Festival), Band got silver for SYF too (WTF? they got gold with honours 2 years ago?!?!?), Indian Dance got silver too (They got gold last year), and Choir too get gold (gold with honours last year). So its so unlucky, they all said this year the judges all sucks, and make us lose.

Yesterday was the Nationals X-country. So i am a junior leader, so i hav to be turf city by 7.00 AM. (if not its 6.30 in school, which i cant make it) So, the stupid taxi driver doesnt know where is turf city. Actually he does, he is jus stupid. He stopped me at the carpark behind the main building. Its like so freaking far!! And plus i tot i was lost, as i usually take the shuttle bus service and stop at the main gate. So i walked around and finally found my way. I am such a gd orienteer.

Ok i find it so ridiculous to hang up 6 banners in 6 hrs. I tot there will be a lot of time to slack. But I was so freaking wrong. We took like 5 hrs to hang up all the banner!! There was one banner which was 127 m long and we had to hang it. In the end no time to slack, half an hr lunch.

Later, we waited for the sec 1s, 2s, 3s and 4s to come. Ok the upper sec were like practically dead, oni the sec 1s were cheering very loudly. But then we cheered super loudly.

The results, B div' was 3rd and C div' was 4th. This result didnt earn us a half day, dunno y. Tmw is my Dragonboat Temasek Regetta Competition, Wish me Gd Luck

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Ok.. This things is kinda lame. Must this be passed down on the Friday of 13th? This is so so so lame.

As requested from Danial, Here is wat its all abt.

“This is what you are supposed to do - cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.”

1. I have the urge to rape some of my frens (eg. Linus) and i dunno why. =P

2. I have this urge to whack anyone who eats the $2.20 ice-cream in front of me. (most probably the first guy i will whack is Danial. HE EATS TAT ICE-CREAM EVERYDAY. MARK MY WORDS. EVERYDAY!!!)

3. I will act differently in front of friends and family and strangers. This i dunno why. Its jus personal reaction.

4. I will always look at how a girl looks like everytime i pass by one. This i think i know why. (10 years in a FREAKING boy's school)

5. I love to invade other ppl privacy, like taking their handphone and checking every part of their phone. (So beware of me).

6. Last and final. I dunno why am i doing this lame thing. Guessed i couldnt help it. I always get attracted to lame things. Guess i am a 'Lameness' attracter.

People i tag: Jonathan (primary fren), Kah Ghim (fren), Ser Kiat, Musli, Yun Jun, Jun Jie.

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I SCREWED IT UP, I SCREWED IT UP, I SCREWED IT UP, I SCREWED IT UP, I SCREWED IT UP, I SCREWED IT UP, I SCREWED IT UP, I SCREWED IT UP, I SCREWED IT UP, I SCREWED IT UP, I SCREWED IT UP!!!

I think u will know wat i am talking bout. YES. My EX-CO interview. I screwed it up big time! BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG TIME TIME TIME TIME TIME. Wat can i do? I wun get in now. The form which they asked u to fill in, i wrote crap in the paper, therefore i confirm wun get in.

Qns they asked which stunned me.

Them: "Wat initiatives will u make for the MC (Monitor's Council)?"
Me: "Er.."
*in my mind*
Mind: "God Damn It. Wat sort of qns is tat?"
*Back to me*
Me: "Er..make some class bonding with other classes to know wat problems monitors faces."

*Ya i know the answer was crap, still tat was the oni thing which went thru my mind*

Haiz i wun get in i wun get in. Better not talk bout it. I m so sad. T.T

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OMG..OMG..OMG..ITS COMING. ITS COMING. ITS FINALLY HERE! AHHH!!! THE EXAMS ARE COMING!!! AHH!!! HELP!!! WAT SHLD I DO!!! STUDY NOW??

*flips through all the books*

OMG! I DUNNO WAT TO STUDY. AHH!! WHICH SHLD I START FIRST?? GEOGRAPHY? SOCIAL STUDIES? PHYSICS? CHEMISTRY? AHH WHICH ONE DO I START???

Ok. Enuff of the tension. Lets relax a little.

AHH!! I FORGOT. FRIDAY IS MY EX-CO INTERVIEW! AHHH WAT DO I DO? WAT DO I DO? I SO GONNA SCREWED IT UP?? AH SHIT SHIT SHIT. SOMEONE HELP ME! DANIAL YAP SAID HE WOULD HELP ME TODAY, BUT HE DIDNT. AHH! HELP ME! HOW AM I GONNA ANSWER THE QNS???

OH DAMMIT I AM SO STRESSED. Y IS A BOY'S LIFE SO STRESSED? FURTHERMORE IS AN INNOCENT YOUNG BOY. AHHH!!!

Ok. Seriously enuff of the screaming. Lol, 'Pon' (skipped) E maths lesson. Went to help the National Weather Study Project group on their presentation. As the judges were coming down at 10 am, i went to help them like from 7.45 all the way to 10, then i went back to class. But then, it was Geog lesson and Ms Sharma was like downstairs with the people in the project? So free period.

After the whole thing finished, me went back to them and slacked. Recess supposed to end at 10.45. Me, Pei Xiang, Matthew, Samuel, Bastien & Danial (Extra) were sitting in the canteen talking to Ms Sharma until like 11.30? Was so happy i managed to miss Physics, Mr Aw Yong lesson. But then now i got lots of things to catch up for the Physics now.

AH DAMMIT. STRESSED. MORE THINGS TO LEARN. ISNT IT AMAZING HOW A BRAIN CAN STUFF LIKE BILLIONS AND BILLIONS AND BILLIONS OF INFORMATION? WOW TATS LIKE SO AMAZING.

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Ok. Had our Gym Session of the dragonboat. I m like so tired. I knocked out in the bus. Luckily i didnt overslept my stop (remembered i slept all the way to toa payoh). I woke up in the bus and then suddenly my hamstring got cramp (if u dunno where is the hamstring, its at the back of ur thighs, not a ham tied to a piece of string, =.=). Plus the bus was like packed? I was sitting down and i couldnt do anything as i would hit the girl beside me. So i was like AHHHH!! CRAMP CRAMP CRAMP!! F**K F**K!! Tat was going thru my head tat time i think. Ok.

So my EX-CO interview is this friday. SHIT. I cant Fu*king go for interview. I would be so nervous tat i will contradict on wat i say and screw up everything. Jus like my LTC interview, and my NCC top 5 positions interview. AH SHIT WAT CAN I DO. CAN I LIKE JUS SKIP THE INTERVIEW AND STILL HAV A CHANCE TO GO INTO THE EX-CO? UGH! SOMEONE HELP ME ON MY INTERVIEWING SKILLS. Anyways i think i hav to go prepare on wat i gonna say. Hm.

If they asks,' Y do u think u are fit to be in the EX-CO?'
I think i will be,' Er...Er...Er...cos i think i hav great responsibility to take care of the whole school?'
They will most probably ask,' Wat qualities shld a leader hav?'
I think i will answer,' To hav a vision for the school.' (tats wat i always answer for this qns)
They will ask,' Wat qualities make u think u are fit for the EX-CO?'
I think i will say,' Er. Great Responsiblility, Kind, Sociable?'

Ok i seriously think i gonna screw up my interview. Danial Yap Zhen Peng Abdullah!!! HELP ME!!!

Oh ya lets digress, Bob came back to VS today. I talked to him and found out something which is not supposed to be told. But then, i shall tell it out. He wants to.............. Nah, i promised him i wun say out so yep i shall be a gd fren if not he wun ever ever ever trust me anymore. I think i will go to sleep now. If times allow me. OK bye!

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Yesterday was a tiring day. Woke up at 6 to prepare for dragonboat rowing session. Our trainer was pushing us like mad. First we row half an hour, non-stop. Then later she wan us to do 500m race course straight. STRAIGHT AFTER THE HALF AN HR NON-STOP ROWING. Furthermore we did 2 race course. Straight after the other. We were like dying la. Ugh.

After DB, went back to school. Didnt wanted to go but then as a responsible Junior Leader, i decided to go back for the National Cross Country's Banner painting. Reached there at around 11.45. Lets see there were like oni 10+ ppl.

Lets count. Me, Joshua Ng, Ignatius, Danial, Weng Keong, Yi Rong, Joshua Lim, Mussein (dunno how to spell), Hans, Jonathan, Marcus, Ching Boon, Shervin, Chang Da.

Hm, Chang Da and Shervin came like around 4+? Tats was like so freaking late la. So apart from the last 6 guys i mentioned above, the 8 of us went to East Coast hawker centre for lunch. We were eating happily till it rain. Ok, Danial was so kind to treat us to satays. THANKS.

So, we walked back in the rain, getting ourselves drenched (actually its jus Weng Keong and Ignatius). Weng Keong walked in the rain like it was shining brightly. He got drenched until u can see his tits, as he was wearing a white shirt. LOL.

After tat we continued painting until i was so bored of painiting tat we left Hans, Shervin and Chang Da there painting. Me, Joshua and Mussein went play soccer for a while be4 leaving for home. We were so tired. Haiz. Now so boring. Nth to do.

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Yesterday was the VS sports day (VS Annual Track & Field Championships). It was held in VJC as our school hav no running track?

Ok, got released at 10.45. Was supposed to go for an Environmental Club meeting (Wat the F_ _k? How can i be in Environmental club??), but then decided to 'pon' as i am going parkway for lunch with Mervin and Dexter. So went to eat PastaMania, where Dev wanted to folo us. I asked Charlie to ask Dev to go away be4 meeting us. Dev jus dun understand. We dun wan him to folo us and he doesnt know how to jus go away. He kept on wanting to folo us. Ugh irritating.

Ok after lunch, we still had like 2hrs. Went to shop for a cake for Ms Sharma with Mervin, Dexter, Danial, Li Zhi, Stanley, Fernando and Dev (Still dun wan to leave). So bought a Chocolate Gateau for her. Wanted to surprise her.

So went to VJ, met my frens who went into VIP (this reminds me of my sad memories). Kevin and Bob. So talked and talked, didnt notice the Sports Day events. But then i know tat for the Student Org. race, 1st was Monitor's Council, 2nd was Peer Support Board, 3rd was Prefectorial Board.
InterUnit race, 1st was Ncc land (YEA!), the others i dunno.

Ok now is the funny part, we hav a Indian scholar, his name is Sager (dunno how to spell la). He is freaking retarded. He went to hold the house flag, and went he want to swing it, the house flag gets entangled everytime. LOL. Plus went it was the prize giving ceremony, He started dancing with the flag went his house won any event.

After the Prize giving ceremony, then we celebrated Ms Sharma's Birthday. She was so touched by the surprise we gave her. =)

Anyways today is her birthday (i think). Anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, MS SHARMA!

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