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THE ENDURING

CLEMENT KUA
SIX AUGUST NINETY-TWO
16 YEARS OLD

VICTORIA SCHOOL 2005-2008
SAJS 1998-2004


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GIRLFRIEND SOON?!?!?
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Li Zhi
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Nigel
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
8:24 PM

Ok, i found out tat the previous post, i used the font 'Times' and it appeared kinda sucky, so yea sry. Yea MC Photos are up now!! I am gonna jus put some!!



Starting from the left, Kar Hoe who is cooking, me and david. David look like a retard.


Look at the Delicious food!!! Makes me hungry!!!


Everyone is sitting down and enjoying the food while we cook. Unfair!!!


Everyone is waiting for the food. The guy who wearing MC shirt is Danial who is taking over the job of cooking.


The Extras ppl who came and take food from us. Jonathan and Qamarul.


Lol. This is me playing the game called 'Charades' during Ice Breakers, supposed to act out wat is given to me.









Ernest, the joker of the 06/07 ExCO batch. Look at his stupid pose.















Kar Hoe and Nicholas. Looking at us playing Whacko i think. Esp Nicholas who is enjoying every moment as he is not doing anything!!


Forfiet of wat Kar Hoe is supposed to do. Getting 'Tau Pok'ed by many ppl. Means getting squashed. He looks like he is in pain.


This is my forfiet, its the most tiring la. Have to run all the way to 7th floor and shout,'I love Vs'.


This is Weng Keong's forfiet. He got a whack in the butt by Pei Xiang. Ouch its so pain. This is the starting pose.


This is halfway to Weng Keong's butt. He shouted after Pei Xiang whacked him.

Ok these are the Barbecue and Icebreakers photos. Hav to go do my Chinese. I think i upload the rest tmw.


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
7:43 PM

There is a phrase,' Life's Full Of Surprises'. To me tats bullshit. There is no surprises in my life. Wat surprises are there??? I cant update my freaking blog cos nth ever ever ever happen to me. Even if something happen, I bet most probably it will be something bad. Something very very very bad.

School jus reopened, and this is the 2nd day. Now, i so wish holidays will come. The week after next is my 'O' lvls Chinese Oral. As i m taking higher chinese, i will be taking the 'O' lvls Chinese this year, to see whether i can make it for Sec 4 HCL. So, i m freaking nervous right now. My oral sucks. Even though u see me talk a lot, talking crap, Sure, Y not?? But then when its a 1 on 1 talking, i will get damn super nervous and no words will come out. Furthermore, this time there are more than 1 examiners!!! I think there is around 2 - 3. Ah God Damn It!!

Oral, reading passage is super easy. Reading passages for me is chicken feat. Comes the conversation, which makes me stunned. Out of the orals i had since sec 1, i will definitely give up on one qns which the examiner asks me. This will greatly deduct my marks. But then no choice. I do not know how to answer. So, HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO PASS MY 'O' LVL CHINESE!!! I HAV TO GET AT LEAST A A2 TO GET INTO NEXT YEAR'S HCL!! AH DAMN IT.

This friday is my English Oral. I so gonna screwed it up. I speak chinese at home. And my English sucks, everyone knows tat. So how am i gonna survive through the oral, plus the examiner is ADELYN TAN. I m like gonna get screwed upside down.

Lets talk bout some happy news. Currently, i am the USM, Unit Sergeant Major, of my NCC unit. I m quite happy when i heard tat i was the USM. I wasnt aiming for the USM, jus the ASM. So yea. The irritating part is, NOW EVERYONE IS STARTING TO CALLING ME USM USM USM. Then it makes me feel very weird. Then if i say something, then they will say i 'hao lian'. Lol. Then wat am i suppose to say??

Top 5

USM - Me
ASM - Wei Guang (Lol, who say 3rd sgt cannot get top 5, so dun be sad)
Part C PS - Kaymond
Part B PS - Jun Cong
Part A 08' PS - Lie Qi

However, this is oni tentative. For 1 week. There may be changes to the Top 5 after this week. So next, The ExCO positions was announced in the MC camp, but i was lazy to type it in the MC post, the post before this.

ExCO

Chairman - Weng Keong
Vice-Chairman (Logistics) - Danial
Vice-Chairman (Training) - Shervin (Lol, do MC even hav training?? Then wat is Vice-Chairman of training?)
Logistics - Reggie & Kar Hoe (One is in charge of class passes, the other is badges)
Internal Organisations (or something like tat, dun bother remembering) - Christopher
Special Events Liason Head - Me (Dun even know wat this post is suppose to do)

Oh ya and i found out this a few days ago, there is no such word as 'Trainings', tats y when i wanted to say like 'there will be a lot of training(s)', tat means got a lot of training. Omg? Wat am i talking? Blah. U ppl shld know more or less wat i am trying to say. So when i typed it out in the hp, i found out tat there is actually no such word!!! I didnt know it until now!!!! Lol!!!!

Oh ya, i am kinda digressing from this post's title. Bleh, watever, i hav nth to blog about anyways. Today had trial run for napfa 2.4km run. Yes at least i passed, timing was very lousy, but no need to laugh. Get rdy. In 3, 2, 1, my timing is............12.37s. Ya ya ya, i know my timing is slow, so jus shut up. I gonna try and hit 11 min in my 2.4 next week, since its the actual thing.

Monday, a group of us will be watching Transformers since its a make up for Youth Day. Danial seems to join me, Mervin, Dexter and Travis now. Last year, he didnt want to hang out with us much, mostly because we were childish to him, Right Danial? He hanged out with Nicholas and his Tkgs frens more. Now hang out with them so little eh?

Now, i thin i gonna end off here. My mind's seriously is blank now. No one to talk to. So boring. Haiz. And Stupid Danial, take so long to upload the pictures. Faster!!! Faster!!!


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Friday, June 22, 2007
12:41 PM

THIS IS A FREAKING EDITED POST AS THE PREVIOUS POST I TYPED TILL VERY LONG THEN IT JUS GOT DELETED SOME HOW, WHICH I DUNNO WHY.


Yea finally came back from MC camp. The camp lasted 2D/1N, from 20th to 21st. But then, me, Danial and Pei Xiang decided to go one day be4, to prepare the necessary stuffs for the camp. So went early in the morning for NCC. Then afternoon came, we got dismissed, me, Danial, Sheng Qiang and Linus wanted to go out for lunch at Parkway, but then Herlene was supposed to folo us. But then she was on her way, so we waited for her.

She arrived late as she read her time wrongly, but then we went to KFC for lunch. Herlene appeared so differently form the previous time i met her. The previous time i met her (previous post), she looked so cheerful and much more energetic. But then when i met her now, she looked so sad and lethargic. She tried to fake a smile, but u can see tat she forced it out.

She actually fell for the 'Chilli-Ice-Exothermic-Reaction' trick. We told her tat by putting chilli and ice together, a small amt of heat is produced, so she actually believed us. Then, she put her hand over the ice to feel the 'heat'. At this time, i pressed her hand down onto the chilli and ice. Then she actually screamed. SCREAMED so loud. Then she started scolding me. She looked as if she was on the verge of breaking into tears. She then wiped the chilli on me. Later when i went and wash my hand, she put cream into my finsihed drink. Damn it, it made me not able to eat the ice.

We went separate ways after lunch. So me and Danial went back to school to prepare the stuffs. We prepared and then dinner time came quite fast. Me, Pei Xiang and Danial went to the East Coast hawker centre for our dinner. Then when we went back school, it was already 7 plus. We went to the hostel canteen to play pool till 8 plus where a security guard came and said the pool table was only for the ppl in the hostel to play.

Then we went back to MC room to slack. We watched movie i think, Epic movie if i am not wrong.



Anyways, this is the part where i laughed a lot, till my stomach hurts. Then later at night, shld be around near midnight, we wanted to go 7-11 to buy trash bags as we had forgotten bout it. As the gate was locked, we were not allowed to go out. Then, we climbed over the fence. Danial and Pei Xiang climbed so easily, while i struggled to climb and got a few cuts on my legs. we walked very far, and we found out that all the 7-11s stores doesnt sell any trash bags. Damn it. So we then bought some tidbits and we went back to school. This time we had to climb back in as the time was already 1am. So we climbed back in, and i had troubles, got cuts again.

Went back to Mc room and watched movie. This time, we rewatched Epic Movie again. So lame. I watched this movie 3 times throughout the camp. I went to sleep at around 4am, and we woke up at around 6 am the next day. I was super tired la.

The camp was generally fun. We had Treasure hunt, where i was the person they were supposed to find. I cut short bout the MC camp as i lazy to type now. Then we had a night walk which freaked everyone out. Then there is a movie by david, wearing a scream mask and singing the gatsby song.



This is damn funny. Yea MC camp was quite an enjoyable camps, if not for some ppl. Bye got to rush hw now.


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Monday, June 18, 2007
4:43 PM

Today, i went to school, supposed to go and discuss the monitor's camp and prepare all the stuffs on the upcoming camp this wed and thurs. I reached at around 9.33, and found tat oni me, Danial and Reggie is coming. As Weng Keong is sick, Shervin MIA, Christopher is lazy to come, WTF? ExCO member then lazy come for meeting, wat sort of attitude is this. Kar hoe came at around 10+ i think???

Yea so Reggie had to leave around 10+, so left me, Danial and Kar hoe working on the camp. We get our list out, then we went to parkway to get the necessary items. Went to Popular bookstore to get items like markers, vanguard, glue etc. Then we walked around looking for Lightsticks.

OMG THIS I HAV TO ANNOUNCE. Y ISSIT TAT THE ADULTS ARE SO DUMB TAT THEY DUN EVEN KNOW WAT ARE LIGHT STICKS?!?!? OUT OF LIKE 10 ADULTS, ONI 1 KNOW WAT ISSIT WITHOUT US EXPLAINING TO THEM.

Plus, the whole parkway didnt even hav one shop selling light sticks. WTF?!?!?!? So we went Giant to buy food and drinks. We bought Milo which cost 10.75, 2 condense milk which costs 1.80, 3 Pringles which cost 5.55, 2 packets of marshmallows which cost 1.95 and 2.95 respectively, 1 packet of the Double Deckers which cost i think 1.80? I think tats it.

Then went to Banquet for lunch. I ate Sliced fish soup with rice, Kar hoe ate chicken rice set which freaking cost $5.50 and he said it was ok. Danial ordered Carrot Cake and he ate like 3 mouths, which i help him to finish and i feel like puking now from overeating. Then Herlene suddenly called Danial. Finding out tat she is in Parkway, Danial decided to meet her.

So went to KFC, met her there, then we wanted to go purchase lightsticks from where Christopher gave us the directions. Me, Danial and Kar Hoe crossed the road. Herlene was like stucked in the middle. Me and Kar Hoe wanted to go w/o Danial, and it really happened. Herlene dragged Danial all the way back to Parkway. WTH??

So me and Kar Hoe went navigating, hoping to find lightsticks. So when we reached the place where Christopher told us, there were no shops, except one shop which sells food, one bank and one facial shop. So we were like, er....y would a food shop sell lightsticks. So we decided not to ask at the start. Then Kar Hoe said tat we shld jus ask. But i was thinking, it will be damn awkward asking a shop which sells food for lightsticks. Their reply will be,'Y would we hav lightsticks here when u see the shop is like full of food??'

Surprisingly, they actually sells light sticks!!!! OMG. I was actually wrong. Haha, so met up with Danial and Herlene, Kar Hoe went back home and then we wanted to go back school. The stupid thing is, DANIAL AND HERLENE HAVE TOO MUCH MONEY. HERLENE SUGGESTED TAKING A CAB BACK TO SCHOOL AND WE ACTUALLY DID IT. Anyways Danial paid and i didnt need to pay 1 cent. Herlene actually came to our school. WTH? Y would a girl come to VS which is a boy school?? She wanted to pass time so she came here to slack.

The time in the MC room was like screams, screams and more screams from herlene, duh. Only a girl screams. She actually did more work for the camp then me =P. She cut pieces of mahjong paper which is used for the Night walk, she even help write the thing. I pratically was sitting down there doing nothing. =)))

Lol, y issit tat girls were like so scared of balloons?? I blew up a balloon and we decided to burst it in front of herlene. So Danial did the job as i was yep, kinda scared of bursting balloon. She quickly hide in the corner of the room, and when Danial burst in front of her, she screamed so loud tat ppl outside were laughing very loudly.



Lol this is after the Balloon bursting where she didnt wan me to take photo of her. She almost went into tears.

Another thing is, herlene cant be a kidnapper. If she kidnapped a person, before she get a ransom, the person will die of suffocation. She tried to tape my mouth, in the end she went round taping my nose. LOL?. Danial too. She tried on Danial but failed too.



There if u can see the tape properly.

So we went back together, me, Danial and herlene. Took 31 as i am going home, herlene is going for tuition at Boon Keng at around 3, but we left VS at 3, Danial went to Toa Payoh for no rhyme or reason, jus to folo us, later he have to take from toa payoh all the way back to Simei. He is mad.

On the bus, i felt like puking all the way, so sad, couldnt talk much. So halfway, herlene asked me to let her see my hp battery, i took it out and the battery was actually same as hers. Then she started begging me to lend her my battery as hers was out of batt. I didnt know y i was so nice to lend it to her, maybe becos she was a girl??

So yea traded my battery for her battery, so now charging my phone with her battery inside my phone. Then me and Herlene got down at boon keng station. Danial alone to Toa Payoh. I could hav stayed at the bus stop and wait for the bus, but herlene asked me to walk with her, i didnt know y i decided to agree, yea so walked with her. Haiz maybe she was a girl again. I found out tat her tution teacher's house is like one - two bus stop down the road. We could like stop like 1 stop later and the journey will be shorter. Lol!


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Friday, June 15, 2007
6:53 PM

Yay. Finally came back from spec course yesterday evening. I managed to hit my expectations. Got a 2nd sgt rank. Yay. Congrats to those who got a 2nd sgt, and for those 3rd sgt, cheer up.

Ok generally, this camp is talks, talks and more talks. Talk by so many ppl. 4got who are the ppl. This camp is generally stupid and boring. One stupid thing is the CLTs. They are so annoying. Every hour, every minute, every second, they will keep on threatening us with Out-Of-Course. Tat means failing the course, without attaining any rank. Its seriously annoying.

Then the sirs always shout shout shout. Then question here, question there. Non-stop questioning. Then why issit tat when the ICs report strength, it always take so long. We have to stand there at attention without moving, and when we moved, the sirs scolded us. WTF??

One night, the CLT came and say to me tat i didnt volunteer enough and want to OOC me. I was like WTF?!?!?!? Nvr volunteer must get OOC meh?? This is freaking stupid.

During this course, the only thing i enjoyed was seeing the weapons. There was the SAR21. ITS SO FREAKING COOL. There is a 1.5x scope which is so cool. Its like confirm hit target, it looked like. Then there is a Anti Tank Guided Missile, where the missile has a camera and when it locked on to the target, it will fly and not miss the target. Then there is the Auto Grenade Launcher, where it shoots out 400+ grenades in 1 min. Tat is like 8+ grenades per second.

Apart from all these stuff, there was one girl who was cute. To me she is, but to others maybe not. She is from Ping Yi. To me, i find her cute because she got the blur look. Ah i dunno how to describe her. But then its jus finding her cute. Dun wanna get into a relationship. Must focus on studies. This Sec 3 life is so hard to manage. If plus 1 more girlfren, i think i will die.


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Saturday, June 09, 2007
8:04 PM

Yay. Watched Shrek 3 already. Shrek 3 is a nice show. Not tat bad, but i forgot wat it showed. I was watching it, but i think my brain wasnt watching it though. The only funny part was when Puss In Boots switched bodies with the donkey, he tried to act cute, but failed. Haha.



Damn the stupid cinema. Half way through the movie, those who watched the movie, it screwed up at the part where Princess Fiona's mother uses her head to knocked down 2 walls from the jail. The colour of the movie jus suddenly changed. The people became purple in colour, and everything became so dark tat we couldnt even see a thing.

Surprisingly, the audience didnt make any noise at all, but jus sit down there quietly and wait for the show to be back on screen. Guess there were no noise because Shrek 3 is a kid show, and all the parents will want to be civilised in front of their own children. So after for about 15 mins, the show came back on. THE ANNOYING THING IS TAT DURING THE BREAKDOWN, THEY SHOWED US THE ENDING. NOW WE KNOW WAT HAPPENED IN THE END AND THEN THERE WAS NO MORE SUSPENSE. WTF?!?!?

Oh, we got stopped at the jail part right? Guess where they reshowed us, they reshowed us at the place where they are at Merlin's house, fighting the baddies. Tats like 10 mins ago?? Wasted my damn time. Stupid Cinema, will not go watch from tat cinema again. Guys lets go Cathay to watch next time. Nvr from tat cinema again!!!


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
3:47 PM

Why is it tat life is so boring? Holidays are here. I am supposed to enjoy myself, and kind of relax myself. But then i jus couldnt. Why?? Actually i kind of know the reason. I have been so committed to NCC tat i actually went and help out. WOW!!

I can even call this week the 'NCC' WEEK. Monday, i was so bored at home, and wanted to skip my tuition, so i went with the Part B's which is the secondary 2s to Amoy Quee Headquarters for their Trainfire lesson. I thought i didnt need to do anything, but i thought wrong. I always think wrong A CLT, Cadet Lieutanant Office, eh is tat how u spell Lieutanant?? Ah what ever. He asked me, Danial and Jun Cong to teach other schools how to do the Trainfire. Trainfire consists of stripping and assembling the M16 Rifle.

IA drills ---- Immediate Action drills. Teach them what sort of IA drills are there and how to execute it.
Loading and Unloading drills. Laugh Out Loud. There is even a drill for this!! During war, who would do this drills? Maybe halfway when you are doing this drill, you got shot and you die. Laugh Out Loud. That would be very funny.

So, i got sent to the batch of Temasek Secondary cadets. Me and 2 of the people from their school didnt know the details quite well, so we just teach them what we know, regardless whether it is correct or not. XD.

AHHH!! UPCOMING MONDAY IS MY NCC SPECIALIST COURSE, WHERE I BECOME A SERGANT. OH MY GOD. MY ENGLISH SERIOUSLY SUCKS. HOW DO I SPELL SERGANT??
I NEED TO GET A SECOND SERGANT TO BECOME ONE OF THE TOP FEW IN MY CCA. AHHH IT IS SO STRESSFUL. WISH ME GOOD LUCK ANYWAYS.

Ok. Now for you people out there who actually read my blog to guess something. There is something in this post which is different from others. If you guess correctly, you will get a praise from me. =)


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
8:36 PM

OMG I AM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!! WATS WRONG WITH MY BLOODY INTERNET CONNECTION. I CANT EVEN PLAY MY GAMES NOW. AHHHH!!!!

THE INTERNET CONNECTION CANT EVEN CONNECT TO MY GAMES. AND EVEN WHEN ITS CONNECTED, ITS SO FUCKING LAG AND IT ALWAYS DISCONNECT. HOW DO I FUCKING PLAY THE GAMES???

AHHHHH THINK OF A WAY TO HELP ME SOLVE THIS FUCKING INTERNET PROBLEM. STUPID COM. OSO MUST GO CHANGE. AHH FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Anyways, today was the eric meeting thingy, revision on spec course. MY SPEC COURSE IS ON 11-14 JUNE. NEXT MON-THURS. ARGH I SO FREAKING NERVOUS NOW. MUST AT LEAST GET A 2ND SGT TO BECOME THE TOP 5. WAH STRESS BUILDING UP.

So yea, I GOT MY NOUGATS FROM MS SHARMA. SHE BOUGHT IT FOR ME AS SHE WENT AUSTRALIA LAST WEEK. THANK YOU MS SHARMA. I LOVE U. MUACKS!!! SO MUCH NOUGATS, I THINK I GONNA GET DIABETES SOON.


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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