Memories Fades,'

I am super super pissed today with my class. During E maths lesson, actually it was A maths lesson as she taught A maths stuff in E maths class. Ya but watever, cannot digress. Ok, so Mdm Esther Teo asked me and Dominic to write down the names of ppl who are not listening in class, or talking.

So i wrote down a list of names and ya, handed to her. She then read out the names and all of them start to kao pei. Especially one bloody super short midget called Jia Rong. He kept on saying,' CLEMENT OSO TALK! CLEMENT OSO TALK!' At first i kept quiet. I jus said i was explaining maths to Dexter and Pei Xiang.

Then later when Mdm Esther Teo said tat she gonna send them to Mr Chia, our Operation Manager, he once again being irritating start saying tat CLEMENT OSO TALK. But seriously, even if i talk, which idiot would write their own name down. Finally, he totally tested my patience and reached my threshold.

I walked towards him and shouted at him. 'U WAN GO ISSIT? THEN I FOLO U. GO LA. GO TOGETHER!!!'

After he heard me shout at him, he kept quiet and jus walked down for recess. Bloody ass hole sia. He is totally an irritating bugger. He tries to act big in front of other ppl when he is not. He is so stupid tat he fails almost every subject. Physics test, upon 20, 2 different tests, upon 10 each, he can get 4/20.

How stupid can tat be. His voice is so irritating tat once u hear him, u feel like punching him. AHHH THIS CLASS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY. CRAZY CRAZY!!!!

I feel like quitting as the monitor. Let other ppl hav a taste of the monitor. Watever i do, they dun wan folo, watever i do, they will think its wrong. And the problem bout my monitor, Dominic is NOTHING!!

Yes he does nothing. He wasnt even paying attention. He was reading his ~~fucked~~ up Harry Potter book, the deathly hallows. AH. Although i cant say i do all the work, but i know myself tat i did most of the work. So, i dunno wat i shld do. Shld i quit being a monitor. I hate this class.

I so miss my previous class, sec 2C. They were the best class. Although the class was noisy and sometimes to an extent irritating, but we were cohesive, we were bonded, we share the weals and woes. We help each other. We were frens, REAL frens.

Now this class, we are splited up into different groups. The 2D group, which mainly consists the ppl from 2D last year. 2C group, which mainly consists ppl sitting near me. Scouts group, where the ppl from scouts talk to each other only and lastly the 2F group, ppl sitting at the front door area. Haiz, we cant even be bonded together. I seriously gonna hav a nervous breakdown soon. I gonna quit being a monitor soon. I dun mind giving up my ExCO post.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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