Memories Fades,'

Sianz. Emo-ing right now. Dunno y sudden a gush of feelings jus come to me. Y issit like tat? Wats wrong with my damn f**king life. Is there something wrong with me? Y issit i irritate ppl so much? Y cant i ever do anything right. Y cant i fucking get a thing right. Y do i hav to fucking screw up so many ppl lives?

Haiz. am i such an irritant in u people eyes? If it is then i shall jus sit at one side, and refrain from bothering u all. Wat shld i do to improve myself? Tell me. So i can change this fucking fucked up Clement. I wan to be a Clement where by i can be a help but not more of an extra. ppl get angry with me very easily due to my fucking temper. Ya i know i must change tat, but issit tat easy to change it when u hav this fucking fucked up temper since primary school?

Ppl are talking and laughing, having so much fun. I think will jus coop myself in this fucking small room, where i wont be a nuisance of others. I bet when i get out of this room and sit with them, the whole table will cease their happiness. I always do tat. To my family, to other ppl. I always feel extra.

My family hav 5 members. Everytime, when my whole family is together, i will feel left out. Lets see, my father and mother will be together, my 2 brothers will be together, i will be left out behind or jus some where walking alone in front. Its like, i am totally not part of the family. Maybe its because tat my bro are brought up together by my auntie, whereas i am not. So, watever i do is an eyesore to them.

Even to my relatives, i can feel a sense of unhappiness when they talk to me. They will sound very impatient or watsoever. Teachers all find me talkative, disrupting and all hate me. I can definitely confirm tat i am a super nuisance in their life. Y cant i be like a super goody boy in class? Y cant i be like some people where they are liked by teachers? Jus spoilt Lyana marker box. Bet she must be thinking, 'bloody asshole go spoil my thing. So irritating, why wont he dun jus sit still and dun do anything.'

No one will ever be happy with me, so i think it will be a super good riddance from this world when i die. So, god jus let a useless piece of crap of me to die. Jus let me fucking die, i bet everyone will be holding a party to celebrate instead of being sad. So, if one day, i dun ever wake up from my sleep, maybe tats the time where the world will hav peace, and earth will be a perfect place to be in.

So, lets gladly and wait for tat day to arrive. Maybe, it may jus be tmw.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Now still in school, decided to blog after one day of doing hw. NSS going on. Mr Rafael Ong is the so called 'OIC', Mr Pang the physics teacher, and supposedly Mr Munir, but as usual, he went back already, slacker. Zz.

Omg, i am so pissed right now. Vanan chose the ppl for LTC already, and as the USM, i dunno anything. Plus, the nominees are supposed to be chosen by us, or lets see, nominate ppl to him. But this time, he jus chose them without even consult me or any of the top 5. Wtf? How can he do tat. Does he know more bout the cadets or we? Who has more connections with them? Zz. Have to go talk to him.

Mr Munir is back outside, i guess he decided to be committed. Lol something damn freaky happened. Haha. I was looking through stuffs, then suddenly got music jus play. Lol. Dunno y, i didnt press on anything. Dunno wat happened. Lol, went out to Danial, and found out tat Media Monkey was playing, but i didnt click on it or anything. Zz.

Lol. Something damn funny happen. Mr Khoo is actually a damn lame guy, and can prove he is damn weird. Today, he came to us when we were studying and started asking us whether we got change. He then took out 2 $1000 dollar note. Lol. Damn lame. He then went around asking ppl whether they got change and then take out his $1000 dollar note. Haha.

Jus ate pizza, once again David being a kind soul, decided to treat us Canadian Pizza. Yummy, the Atlantis pizza is damn nice, especially the scallop, then the beef salsa pizza was oso damn nice. Damn full now. UGH! TOO FULL! BUT DAMN SHIOK!

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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So damn bored right now. Drank a cup of Starbucks jus now. Super nice. Must be the caffine making me hyper. Me not feeling sleepy. Zz. Tmw confirm damn tired when i wake up.

Name: Clement
Sisters: Dun hav one.
Brothers: Benjamin, Avan.
Shoe size: 7 and a 1/2
What are u wearing: T-shirt and shorts.

Favorite Number: 8. Auspicious.
Favorite Drink: Dunno. Maybe starbucks now.
Favorite Month: August as its my bday and Nov - Dec. 2 months of holidays.
Favorite Breakfast: Lets see. Lor Mee. or western i dun mind.

Have You Ever
Broken a bone: Nope. But had a concussion. XD
Been on a boat? : Yep, to the place where i had my concussion.
Came close to dying? : Yep, when i had a concussion. Oops, tat isnt near dying.
Swam in the ocean? : Nope. Dun like to swim.
Fallen asleep in school? : Definitely. Especially Khooky lesson
Broken someone's heart? : Nope, no one for me to break.
Cried when someone died? : Not really, no one i know died yet.
Fell off your chair? : Definitely. Twice. Once by Matthew in Sec 1, once by Yang En this year.
Sat by the phone? : Wat does this mean? By handphone definitely DUH.
Saved emails? : Certain i have to save.
Been cheated on? : Come on la, where got girl want to cheat me.
cheated on someone: No girl wan to be with me, cannot cheat on her. Boys, i dun think so.
Cheated on a test: Lets be honest, i help ppl cheat. Haha, sometimes i oso cheat la.

What is -
What is your room like: Change of question. Not my room, share with brothers. Ok la, nth much.
What is right beside you? : To my left a fan, to my right a dustbin.
What is the last thing you ate? : Dinner. Egg with rice. Simple dish. Eh no. Its my brain concussion medicine.

Chicken pox: In p6.
Sore throat: Had a bad one a week ago.
Stitches: Nope. Dun hav.
Broken nose: Nope. If i hav one i would hav been disfigured. But i am disfigured enuff.

Do You-
Like picnics? : Havent had one before, so dunno how it feels. But got food, i think i will like it.
Like School? : Not really.

Questions-
Who was the last person you danced with?
-Didnt dance with anyone.

Who was the last person who makes you smile?
-David.

Who-

Did you last yell at: Erm, fadhil?
Do you like yourself: Nope, i hate myself.

Final Questions-

What are you listening to right now?
-The fan spinning round and round and round and round and round.

Hated someone in your family?
-Hm. Sensitive question, not really. But sometimes i will feel.

What car do you wish to have?
-Lamborghini!!! Issit spelt like tat?

can you sing?
-Duh. I can sing. Why not. Its whether issit meledious or horrendous. I guess i am more towards the horrendous side.

A to Z
1. A is for age
-One more age to legal SEX.

2. B is for beer of choice
-Hate beer, so no preference. Wine so much better.

3. C is for career right now
-Student. Boring!

4. D is for your dog's name
-No dog. But if i hav one, i think i will call it DOGGY.

5. E is for essential item you use everyday
-Something tat starts with an M and ends with a Y. MONEY!

6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment
-Dunno. Dun hav any favourite. Oh. 'Wok of Life'. Channel 8 show on Sat and Sun at 4.30pm.

7. G is for favorite game:
-NEOPETS!!!

8. H is for home town
-Singapore.

9. I is for instruments you play
-None, although i know a little bit about guitar.

10. J is for favorite juice
-Hm. Orange.

11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick
-Nobody. I m kind, but whoever pissed me off, prepare ur butt! =)

12. L is for last place you ate
-Kitchen.

13. M is for marriage
-The sooner the better.

14. N is for your full name
-Kua Li Hung Clement

15. O is for overnight hospital stays
-Recently this year, around June. Had a concussion.

16. P is for people you were with today
-A lot, must list? My whole 3H class, my family, Esther Teo, Adelyn Tan, Sharma, Khooky, David, Joshua, Danial, Fadhil.

17. Q is for quote
-Emo makes the world go round.

18. R is for biggest regret
-Being in a boy school for 10 years.

19. S is for relationship status
-Will be single till maybe after sec 4.

20. T is for time you woke up today:
-5.30, prepare to go to school.

21. U is for underwear you have on now
-Er wat u mean? Briefs. Its blue.

22. V is for vegetable you love
-Brocoli and Cauliflower.

23. W is for worst habit
-Acting gay.

24. X is for x-rays you've had
-Once, concussion. Brain scan. Eh wait, its twice, primary school knocked my head on the ground then go scan.

25. Y is for yummy food you ate today
-None.

26. Z is for the zodiac sign
-Leo, and for Chinese Zodiac its monkey.

My Autobiography

-Prologue-

1. Who took your default pic?
-Default pic of? If its from friendster, its during the MC camp.

2. Exactly what are you wearing right now?
-T-shirt and shorts.

3. What is your current problem?
-Having total no social life. And not studying hard enough for EOYs.

4. What makes you most happy?
-Having loads of money, or having a girlfren?

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
-No song currently.

6. Do you like MTV?
-Nah dun watch it.

7. Name something that annoys you about people?
-Retardedness and irritatness.

Chapter 1:

1. Nickname
-大西瓜, Ah Kua.

2. hair color?
-Black.

Chapter 2: FAMILY

1. Do you live with your parent(s)?
-Yes.

2. Do you get along with your parent?
-Yes.

3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
-Married.

4.Do you have any brothers or sisters?
-2 older brothers.

Chapter 3: FAVORITE

1. Ice cream?
-Choc.

2. Season/s?
-Winter, can play snowball. And no need endure the stupid hot weather.

3. Book:
-I dun read books.

4. Band/s:
-Dunno.

Songs Again

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY ?
Boa - My name
-Lol y would i say my name?

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
AiM - Itsumo Itsudemo
-Doesnt know wat it means. According to Danial it means always and forever.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Gwen Stefani ft. Akon - The Sweet Escape
-Lol, maybe we will elope together.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Zac Efron - Ladies Choice
-Definitely not a lady choice, happy? This song quite upbeat.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Utadu Hikaru - Can You Keep A Secret
-Hm, life is full of secret, so my purpose is to break this secret.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
BoA - Every Heart
-To make every(one's) heart happy?

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
BoA - Winter Love
-Erm cold on the outside, but then heart warming in the inside?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Utada Hikaru - Uso Mitaina I Love U
-Er maybe the last 3 words fit la.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Amanda Bynes - You Cant Stop the Beat.
-Nope dun think of beat but more of how tmw will be.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
Luo Zhi Xiang (Show) - Twinkle
-They twinkle like the brightest stars in my life.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Zac Efron - It Takes Two
-Lol, nobody i like though, but it takes two to hav a relationship.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Fei Yu Qing - Qian Li Zhi Wai
-It means a thousand metres away or something like tat, doesnt suit the qns.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Avril Lavigne - Complicated
-Lol, definitely dun wanna be complicated in my life.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I can give u gatsby
-Z. Lol. Give her gatsby?

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Disney - Hakuna Matata
-No worries? But i think more of a nuisance.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
-Definitely not! It shld be my happy beginning.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Utadu Hikaru - Passion
-Hm, maybe becos i was passionate before i die.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Queen Latifah - I Know Where I've Been
-Er, none.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply
-Falling into the love pit.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
BoA - Atlantis Princess
-Maybe i hav one princess >.<

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Elijah Kelly - Run and Tell That
-Sure, tell tat to everyone tat how great my friends are. YEA!

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?
Jay Chou - Ju Hua Tai
-Er, it means crysanthemum stage. Literal Translation, dunno wat it means.

Ok tats it, time go to sleep, the caffine is wearing off. yay.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Yesterday, another day with Munchy Donuts. Yay! So happy. Love the donuts. Wish i own the whole shop down. Then can eat it everyday sia. Yum.

Was damn emo yesterday. Its like, everything didnt went well for me. Lol, raped Hasif, injured his toe, raped ken, then his shirt kana torn. Looks like i must changed away from my gay acts. Haiz. Maybe i am seriously extra. Maybe, i am an attention seeker. Yep, i guess tats how everyone thinks.

For the money of Ken's shirt, Jun Jie already bought ken the shirt, and then Ken still wan cheat my money, by asking me for another $9. If i nvr ask Jun Jie, i would hav given him $9 for nothing. Fuck Off Ken.

Afternoon, after chem remedial, the MC got into fight wif the PB. Zz. I totally hate tat sec 2 prefect, called Bing Yu. He has a face where ppl see already want to slap. He give the super arrogant face where ppl look at him straight away dun like him. A lot of the upper sec students dun like him. He always go bastard the upper sec.

Then yesterday he went complain to Chia tat David scolded FUCK in front of them. And i got implicated becos i shouted to Nawawi and saying tat they got attitude problem. Lol, i dunno why i got into this quarrel but nvm. Nth happened to us. Zz.

After the quarrel, was supposed to meet Herlene at PP, but after the quarrel, Danial said tat she left already, so went for Munchy Donuts. Was emo-ing after we bought the donuts. Lol, i dunno why. Jus felt emo lo.

I decided something. On Monday, u will most probably see a new Clement. I am trying very hard to change myself.

These are the points which i hav to change:
1) Being Gay
2) Being Thick-skinned
3) Being a free loader
4) Being an attention seeker
5) Being extra

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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There David, fast reply.

Dun need to do this, haha...........lazy to do anyway oso, haha
About guys,Turned ON, OFF or DM (Doesn't matter) :

Is taller than you:
Is shorter than you:
Wears braces:
Dresses Preppy:
Dresses Ghetto:
Dresses Gothic:
Has blue eyes:
Has green eyes:
Has hazel eyes:
Has brown eyes:
Drinks alcohol:
Wears glasses:
Smokes:
Plays sports:
Smiles a lot:
Calls you just to say Hi:
Compliments you:
Likes to talk:
Shy and quiet:
Good dancer:
Wears jewelry:
Smiles when you walk in the room:
Has brown hair:
Has Black hair:
Has blonde hair:
Has red hair:
Makeup:
Can make you laugh at any given moment:
Loyal:
Laid back:
Plays guitar:
Plays piano:
Plays drums:
Sing:
he's buff (muscles):
Easily jealous:
Doesn't eat meat:
has a tattoo:
has a lip ring:
tongue ring:
is of a different religion:
puts CLOSE friends before you:

About girls:Turned ON, OFF or DC:

dresses like a grandma: Definitely no.
plays musical instrument: If play the same musical instrument as me, y not? But then i dunno any at the moment.
is shorter than you: Taller by a bit i dun mind, but shorter will be nice. =). Something called pride. If the girl is taller than u it will look super weird.
same height as you: Good.
is taller than you: Er nope. Not by a big margin.
is bigger sized than you: Wat is big? As big as an elephant? Definitely no.
has chapped lips: Zz. Lousy english, dun understand, according to Danial's post, i dun think so.
has green eyes: Cool.
has blue eyes: Better, but green maybe nicer, nvr seen someone wif green eyes though.
has brown eyes: Common, but i dun mind. Sg Girls are all brown eyes.
has long hair: Long hair is nice.
has med. hair: Not tat bad. Still ok.
has short hair: Nope, me dun kinda like girls with short hair.
drinks alcohol: No way!!! Maybe next time in life i may accept, but not now.
smokes cigs: Totally no, over my dead body. I always criticised bout girls who smoke, so uncouth. They are supposed to hav a womanly like.
lame in a cute way: Sure, love cute girls. >.<
wears glasses: Sure, but not those super thick kind, make her look damn nerdy.
has blonde hair: As in dyed or wat. I dun mind Ang Mohs, but dun like Ah Lians.
has brown hair: No prob.
has black hair: Zz. Hair doesnt affect me, its their personality.
has red hair: Same answer, talking bout red hair, sharma said tat she gonna highlight her hair red. Eww. Cant imagine how she will look like.
smiles: Er gd, she can keep my happy then, when i am feeling emo. =))) Smiles!
calls you just to say hi: Oh can, not too many times, and must be at appropriate time.
creative: Not really needed as one of the criteria.
compliments you: Haha, y not? Gd to get compliments every now and then right?
shaves her legs: Lol duh. Where got girl's leg like Dev. So hairy, will scare me away.
wears jewelry: Er, personally i dun like those stuffs, prime target by robbers.
has bigger feet than you: Oh, i think their feet will be bigger than mine, mine's like so small.
has smaller feet than you: Er, does it even make a difference? I dun think so la.
smiles when you walk into the room: Same qns like jus now. Sure. =)))) MUST SMILE!!
belly piercings: Hate girls who pierce here pierce there, look so gangsterish. Lol. Dun think there is such word.
virgin: Hm..Tough qns. But i dun mind la. Wats wrong if she is not virgin.
laid back: Wats laid back? Ugh. My english seriously suck balls. Er, dunno la.
doesn't party: Hm. Dun really care. But cannot be too boring or dull.
likes to party: Er. Sure y not?
wants to party: Dun wan to party too much, later become xiao zha bor.
laughs a lot: Definitely. Will make my life so much more interesting. =)))
snorts: Dun like it. So it will be a 'NO'
pierced ears: NO!
pierced anything else: NO!
tattoos: NO! Girls shld appear girly. not boy-ly.
honest and open: Definitely. If she doesnt like me, jus say NO in my face. Dun give false hope.
is of a different religion: Dun really care, but i will not convert to her religion.
puts CLOSE friends before you: Why not? Frens are an impt part of life. They help u in everything and every way. But to a certain extent, not too much.
petty: Zzz. Every girl is petty, but best not to be SUPER DUPER petty.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Wah David so kind, jus came back from his music exam and he says he flunk it. Zzzz. He is supposed to be gd in it. Came back and brought us donuts! Donuts! I dun like to eat donuts, but then this donut from 'Munchy Donut',is damn bloody nice. Wah lao, super super nice la! I may be addicted to Donut now, its so ni

David so nice, bought 6 donuts, for me, himself, danial and joshua, but then he ate 3 of it. I ate a donut with choc on the outside and then peanut butter in the inside, so nice!!

Something Cheng Hong told me damn funny joke. He asked Dev how many electrons are there in the first electron shell, so he said,'4'. The correct answer if u all dunno is 2. Then later Dev said nono he didnt say 4, but said 2. Watever. Then Cheng Hong said a Mama Joke.

Ur mama is so stupid tat when u ask her how many electrons in the first shell, she said 4. Lol, so funny.

Ok, now david said nvm. No need to do the tag now.but next time. Sianz, he behind me harrassing me. Ahh. HE is flicking the chair now, so childish.Z.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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You Are the Very Gay Peppermint Patty!

Softball is the huge tipoff here...
As well as a "best friend" who loves to call her "sir"

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.
You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it.
Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

Are You a Good Student?

You Are Wonder Woman

A true goddess, you have the strength and skills to rule the world.
You're one sexy amazon... all of the superhero guys are fighting over you!

What Superhero Are You?

You Are A Social Butterfly

You love your friends so much...
You're motto is "the more, the merrier"!
Making sure everyone's included is your mission
And you always prefer a group of ten to a group of two

What Kind of Friend Are You?

Your Sensitivity Score: 84%

You are an extremely sensitive person. You notice everything.
You've probably been called overly sensitive before, and it's partially true.
Highly sensitive people tend to be highly intelligent. And you just can't turn off that part of you.

Are You Extremely Sensitive?

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Totally so boring. Life is nth. For me its totally a blank piece of paper, with no drawings or anything on it. My life is always black and white, so dull, with no colours. I cant seem to even add a colour into it. Zzz.

Everytime i go to people's blog, always got so many things to talk about, but me myself is like, ugh. Zzzz. Fall asleep. I can sit down there and wait for something to come to me but nth jus seem to come. I can wait there for 24 hrs and nth will come. Zzzzz.

Trying to focus much on studying for the upcoming EOYs, but always fail. Dunno y. I am trying u know, for those out there tat says tat i am not trying, u guys must be blind. I shall prove u all wrong man!!! WRONG!!!!

Can oni remember one super funny thing said by Aloysisus from my class. Those who dunno aloysius, come to my class and u will see a super alien-looking guy, tats him. Yep. He said to Ms Sharma during Geography lesson. I dunno y will go into this topic. Its about beef and religion stuffs.

So he asked Sharma,' If u are on an island and everything is beef, beef water, wat will u do.'

Sharma replied,'Oh, then i will not eat anything or drink anything.'

Then he asked,' Wat if the air oso is beef?'

Lol. Its super funny, the way he talk. And then Sharma went into telling us about hw she accidentally ate beef. Once was when she was primary school girl, she ate the beehoon and the beehoon got beef in it. Another time was when she was eating happily, she overheard the people saying tat there is beef. ANd so she was actually eating beef's stomach. Lol, and she said tat she tought it was not bad.

Ok, there was almost all the enjoyable thing in my life, oh, still trying to figure out how to solve the Rubik's cube, still cant figure it out. Ah, seems like i m not cut out for this type of things. Sianz, dunno y. Me hav to go boost up my IQ man, totally stupid.

Chosen for OBB. Outward Bound Brunei. Supposedly was fadhil going with me. Jus received a msg from Vanan tat fadhil may not be going. Wah lao. All Pang Seh me. Then he wan me choose one more guy, but all our part cs all dun wan go. Hear the 11 days then dun wan go liao. Sianz, i dun wan go myself. Someone follow me!!!!

A qns to ask.

How do u know tat whether someone is being truthful to u, and treats u as a real fren?? Will u be able to tell if he jus try to appear friendly in front of u, but is insulting u behind ur back?? Is there such thing as true frenship in this reality???

Looks like there is 3 qns instead of 1. Zzz. I feel tat i m the type of guy who is super paranoid. I get hurt very easily and tat every word, i will look into a very deep meaning, and will go towards the pessimistic side instead of the optimistic side. I find tat it sucks. I get super touchy very easily. Like if a guy jus come to me and say 'U suck' I think i will get emo for the rest of the day. Z

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Relaxed myself yesterday, went to Tampines mall in the afternoon to watch a movie with Danial and David, suppsoedly with Herlene, but den she didnt want to come, was having tuition. Ya. Went to watch the show Hairspray. Tat show is nt bad sia. Its a musical movie jus like High School Musical.

The story line is tat a super fat girl, act by Nikki Blonsky, called Tracy. She wanted to become a star, by dancing at the 'Corny Collins Show'. So, she went for the interview, but got criticised by Amber's mother, who was Ms Baltimore. So she, said tat she was fat and couldnt fit in the show.

But then Tracy proved herself by dancing very well. And managed to get into the show. But then, tat show is super racist. They splited up the Blacks and the Whites!!!! Must be like Singapore, racial harmony. And got one super funny part, where Amber's mother tried to seduce Tracy's Father. But her father jus kept on tryin to sell his shop's items.

Lol. Then there was Zac Efron. OMG he liked Tracy, and the last aprt where he ksised Tracy, eeeewwwww her arm is like twice of his face. UGH!!!!

After the show, went to Fish & Co. Me ordered the NY Fish and Chips, where David ordered The Best Fish & Chips. Danial as usual eat little, ordered a ceasar Salad, and we ordered a Seafood Platter. After everything, the bill came where it is the most painful part!!! $84.45!!!! OMG!!! SO EXPENSIVE!!!!!

But everything is worth the price. Yum. Blogging in school IT Lab. And Esther Teo didnt say anything, and she oso say next tiem go Fish & Co. together. HAHA

Oh ya, when the waiter wanted to clear our plates after we ate finish, David was like say No. Lol. The waiter got stunned. He must be thinking in his years or months of working life, no one ever said no when i want to clear plates. LOL!!!! SUPER FUNNY!!!!

Sianz, dun hav the photo, must go get it from David. GOGOGOGO!!!!!!!! Time to go back class, byebye. Have a nice day.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Zzzz...once again got tagged. Look, i am so popular among people. They bother tagging me =P.

Was supposed to study in school, wif ken beside me saying 'ORHHHHHHH!!!!' becos i cant log into my MSN. Zzzz. Finally got in to MSN. Faster finish wif this blog post and off i go to study. EOYs coming, MUST STUDY. GAMBATEH. JIA YOU!!!!

List out your Top 5 Birthday Presents Which You Wish For:
1. Lots of Money. $.$
2. Getting a laptop. Zzzzz but tat will nvr come true =(
3. A new Digi Cam. I dun hav one, pathetic right??
4. Some girl whom i like.
5. A new WALLET!!!

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tagged u was:
-David

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
-Fren

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
-Lame
-Joker
-Nth to say
-Laugh a lot
-Dunno leh.

4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
-Lets see, he is the only guy who offered to buy me a present. Although i asked in front of him, but he is the only one who called me. =))))

5. Most memorable words she has said to you?
-Let me think...............dunno.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
-Lets see................................NO!!!

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
-Lets see.......................................Noneand nvr will he become my lover, nt in a million years.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
-I will kill him and insult him everyday. Now u know wat it is to be an enemy of mine. =P

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
-He is not my fren anymore?

10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?
-Nothing.HAHAHAHAHAHA

11. Overall impression of him/her?
-Very fun, very kind, changed person.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
-Zzzzz. Bored.

13. A character trait you love about yourself?
-None. I dun hav any

14. A character trait you hate about yourself?
-Everything. I dun like my life and myself.

15. Person you want to be?
-A popular boy.

16. Say something to the people who care for you!
Thanks a lot.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you.
1. Ken
2. Jovi
3. Wei Jian
4. Daniel
5. Shervin
6. Wei Guang
7. Fadhil
8. Kay Fong
9. Jun Jie
10. Nigel

Who is #6 having a relationship with?
-Er. How i know. No handphone how to hav relationship. The other party cant even contact him. =P

Is #9 a male or female?
-Male. I wont know any girls.

If #7 and #10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-LOL. Maybe. Same size. >.<

How about #8 and #5?
-Er nope they dun fit each other. Brokeback sia.

What is #2 studying about?
-Er how i noe? She is in Canada. Oops, tats a girl sia. She study a lot la, those grade 11 stuffs.

When was the last you talked to #3?
-Before the holiday?? Dunno.

What kind of music does #8 like?
-How i know, dun talk to him.

Does #1 have any siblings?
-Yes, 1 brother, 1 sister.

Will you woo #3?
-Nah, i m not gay. >.<

How about #7?
-Nope, too high cholestrol.

Is #4 single?
-Shld be...dunno.

What's #5's surname?
-Lim

How about #10's?
-Not sure leh.

#4's hobby?
-Dunno......

Do #5 and #9 get along?
-They dunno each other.

Where does #2 study at?
-Canada!!! Sianz. Me wan go.

Say something casual about #1?
-Playing the guitar.

Have you tried developing feelings about #8?
-NO WAY!!! I M NOT BROKEBACK!!

Where does #9 live?
-Dunno la!!

Are #5 and 1# best friends?
-No they dunno each other.

Does #7 like #2?
-Lol no. they dunno each other.

How did you get to know #2?
-Through Danial.

Does #1 have any pets?
-No.

Is #7 the sexiest person in the world?
-Lol maybe.

Finally finish, can finally go study.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Finally, back from Senior Spec Course. Bloody hell, seriously is a damn f**ked up course. Total waste of my time. 3D 2N. AHHH!!! DIDNT KNOW HOW I MANAGE TO SURVIVED THROUGH TAT. THE TIME PASS DAMN FREAKING SLOW DURING THE COURSE. Cos maybe i am not enjoying it. Yep, must be.

First day go there, basket. Straight away kana caught for long hair. Then the ridiculous thing is tat they want us to cut on our own in the camp!!!! And, after the AAR today, it is not allowed for the CLT to cut our hair for us. DAMN THEM!!! MAKE ME LOOK LIKE SOME IDIOT. Seriously its damn f**king ugly, make me hav to go cut a most probably bald headed. Shit!!!

First day was nth much, jus talk and talk by RSM of NCC. Talk Talk Talk. And tats about it. The whole afternoon is talk talk talk talk. Do nothing. Then at night came Icebreakers. Y isnt icebreakers at the start of the course, but must wait until night time?? Lol. Anyways we play some bloody stupid game.

First, is a game where we sit in a circle, and then 1 person will walk around the circle, acting like some animal, then after walking 1 round, he will tap a person sitting down on the head, and they both must act like which ever animal they were given to, and try to run back to the empty seat. Its damn funny. Got animal like chicken, duck, ostrich and monkey.

Next is some bloody lame game called, 'Oom Ciici Oom Ci'. Then we must do the action like we are pinching someone nipples. Next, is then we must try to sabo some one, so we must say ' Tuki Tuki Tuki Tuki', and supposedly, the left and right of the person tat kana sabo are supposed to shout at him or her and say 'Tongka Tongka' or something like tat, but none of us understand and then we gave up.

Thirdly, is a game called Monster Inc. Tat wat they called it. We hav around 8 or 9 ppl in one team and then our PC will say out the no. of hands and legs he want and we are supposed to meet the requirements.

Fourthly, we are supposed to split up into groups and all of us are supposed to hold hands with the guy or girl opposite me and then try to form back into a circle. Me so lucky, hold 2 girl hands =P. Then the bloody Hasif keep on laughing at me, saying wat hold 2 girls hand. Bloody hell, he die on monday sia.

And wif tat, we conclude the first day.

2nd day we did our mutuals, had a revision at the start, and then went into footdrill mutuals. I dunno how the Sea CLTs mark our mutuals. Mark until damn strict. I failed my mutual!!! i got 38/100 for both footdrill and armdrill. My armdrill passed, but my footdrill failed badly i think. Then at night, i had a retest and i got 50/100, and i passed. The 2nd day whole day do mutual mutual.

3rd day, which was today, generally did nth, jus tat in the morning we hav another retest, this time by the East District CLTs. This time, i did like last time, but i manage to pass. So lucky me, so still hav my SSG rank and my lineyard. Yay!!!

Many things to complain. I hate the Course ICs and the CSMs. They are like always asking us to hurry up hurry up, they wrong they shout at us. Bloody hell. They always make us wait down there, stand there for damn long and then they keep on asking us to hurry up. And, cannot shout command properly, still wan to shout shout shout. Bloody hell.

Got one girl in my platoon, oso in my section, from the Sea District, from Bukit Batok Secondary School, is damn freaking funny. Her voice is damn high pitch and then she always ask us to repeat the drill and then keep on scolding us. Then in our bunk, everybody start to copy her, follow how she talk, but tat onli limits inside our bunk. Then she 'suan' me twice. I wanted to be the timer. And she ask me to shout louder. Wah Lao, damn malu, shldnt hav been so extra.

And then Hasif sia, bastard tat guy. Keep on laughing at me for failing my mutuals and tat i hav to retake my test twice. And oso keep on saying i like a girl from my platoon, from East View, 2SG Nisa. She was from Spec course and got Platoon best. Bastard hasif, go back school i will slap u.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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*GASP*

Tmw is the day. My Senior Spec Course is tmw. Sianz. So boring. Tmw is the day whether i come back as a staff sgt or not. =))) I damn scared i fail my mutuals. I hav totally no confidence in myself la. But wat..
ever, still must do. Sianz.

3 days. But then NCC purposely wanted to make it sounds short. By hook or by crook call it 2 and a half day. But then the place we are staying at is called 'LIVING HELL', from wat i called it. ITS AMOY QUEE CAMP. THE PLACE WHERE THE BED IS JUS A BLOODY SPONGE. COMAPRED TO PASIR LABA, ONE IS HEAVEN ONE IS HELL!!!!

Anyways, apart from this, went back school for revision of mutuals wif Jin Jian and Tajuddin. Jin Jian called us back, but Tajuddin, is so coincedentally he in school so ask him to join us. FINALLY LEARNT HOW TO DO MY ARM DRILL MUTUAL!!! At least know a little bit. Better than nth.

Went to Parkway after tat to shop for my new pencil box. Wanted to ask Danial there, but he said he got classes, so didnt went with me. When did he ever go for remedial classes???? Some more there is maths. UGH. He always sleeps in David Lee's class, try to act guai oni. Anyways, wanted to drag Wei Guang & Jun Cong there, but no one seems keen on it, so went alone. =((((

Went parkway straight to Isetan as my bro said tat they sell Billabong stuffs down there. Went there to check out on their pencil box. Saw Tan Ying Leng at Parkway, was walking into a facial shop, called, The Face Shop or something like tat. Its on the basement. Saw a pencil box and straight away bought it. Didnt think twice. Cost $22.90. OMFG. SO EXPENSIVE. And my father oni gave me $10 to spent. So the other $12.90 i had to spent myself. Sad right??

Then later walked all the way to Popular and bought a pen and a pencil.

Nice right? I love it man. So big, So cool. Love Billabong stuffs. Damn freaking nice. Their wallet was oso nice. Wanted to buy it, but as usual, i am broke. Still waiting a wallet to come my way. *hint*(This is specially for Danial or any kind soul)

Dexter CRAZE!!! G2 and the freaking pencil which he hav 3 of them. LETS SEE!!! $4.10 x 3 = $12.30. RICH KID DEXTER!!!

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Whoa. I had a very interesting dream. Ok, here's how the dream go.

Firstly, the setting was on a ship, maybe it was the Titanic. So, the ship was travelling well at the start, and all was fine. Suddenly, we heard an emergency. I was near the Nurse's office. (Lol, i dunno y there are nurses on board) Anyways, its oso near the control room.

So we heard tat there had been a big fire and tat out of the 5 exits, oni exit 4 can be used. So all of us quickly wanted to get out from the ship. But then, 2 of the control room people didnt wanted to go, lol i dunno y, maybe they wanted to die? But then we forced them out and drag them wif us.

The nurses showed us the map of which exit we were supposed to go to and off we go. She told us to check our step in front of us as the floor may be unstable and may collaspe anytime. So off we go. First part was a bridge. I am damn scared tat the bridge was gonna collapse, but i dunno y i am the first to cross it. As i cross it, i heard the creaking sound of the bridge, but then i managed to get to the other side safely.

I told the other ppl from the other side to cross 1 by 1, but they dun seem to understand me, they went 2 by 2. Ya, luckily, the bridge didnt drop, if not they die liao. Then, the next part was in a big dining hall. The difference is, there are no tables and chairs, jus steps. There are a lot of steps. And the steps are grouped in 3s. And then u are supposed to choose the correct answer.

They didnt ask any qns, but in the dream, when i jus looked at the step, i knew which answer to chose. Haha, surprisingly.

Example: There were 3 steps and on it were choices like this.

The Lion King, Lion King, The King

Then there were faces of drawn out lion and we are supposed to guess Simba's face. Simba is a char in Lion King.

There are many other very interesting qns, but jus cant remember. Lol when we passed tat stage, it was a slope down, so we ran all the way down and then to a stair case. We walked down the stair case and we reached to a place wif many ppl. From there, i could hear music playing. And there were many many ppl. The music was Justin Timberlake's "SEXYBACK". WTF? When ppl dying they still play this type of song.

And then here, i remember tat we need to dance to get out of the place, if not there will be ppl stopping u from getting out. Tats wat the nurse told us too, forgot to include it jus now. So i danced danced danced danced my way out into a.............MOVIE THEATRE?!?!?!?

Lol, i ended up at a cinema outside, but i felt very happy. And then here, i saw many many different Movie Characters and people. I saw Julia Roberts, I saw Mystique from the X-Men. A lot of ppl, jus cant remember. Then i remembering went to hug one of them. Lol. But i couldnt recognise them during the dream. Haiz. Lol this dream was quite fun. So adventurous. Got woken up by my bro, if not there will be more things to blog about.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Sry, as mentioned in the last post, didnt hav time to post the videos. So here are the videos.

Now first is the Mr Wong video. Eh actually oni got tat video. Ah. Sry.

There it is.

Then next are pics which we took in primary school.

First Row: Amos, Me, Ms Poon, Melvin, Kevin

Second Row: Jeremy Tan, DJ, Rio, Edwin

Last Row: Yuan Hao, Zachary, Roy, Isaac

There its all the same except the guy beside Amos, which is Mervyn.

Fond memories of my primary school are gushing back into me. So happy.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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