Memories Fades,'

Finally, back from Senior Spec Course. Bloody hell, seriously is a damn f**ked up course. Total waste of my time. 3D 2N. AHHH!!! DIDNT KNOW HOW I MANAGE TO SURVIVED THROUGH TAT. THE TIME PASS DAMN FREAKING SLOW DURING THE COURSE. Cos maybe i am not enjoying it. Yep, must be.

First day go there, basket. Straight away kana caught for long hair. Then the ridiculous thing is tat they want us to cut on our own in the camp!!!! And, after the AAR today, it is not allowed for the CLT to cut our hair for us. DAMN THEM!!! MAKE ME LOOK LIKE SOME IDIOT. Seriously its damn f**king ugly, make me hav to go cut a most probably bald headed. Shit!!!

First day was nth much, jus talk and talk by RSM of NCC. Talk Talk Talk. And tats about it. The whole afternoon is talk talk talk talk. Do nothing. Then at night came Icebreakers. Y isnt icebreakers at the start of the course, but must wait until night time?? Lol. Anyways we play some bloody stupid game.

First, is a game where we sit in a circle, and then 1 person will walk around the circle, acting like some animal, then after walking 1 round, he will tap a person sitting down on the head, and they both must act like which ever animal they were given to, and try to run back to the empty seat. Its damn funny. Got animal like chicken, duck, ostrich and monkey.

Next is some bloody lame game called, 'Oom Ciici Oom Ci'. Then we must do the action like we are pinching someone nipples. Next, is then we must try to sabo some one, so we must say ' Tuki Tuki Tuki Tuki', and supposedly, the left and right of the person tat kana sabo are supposed to shout at him or her and say 'Tongka Tongka' or something like tat, but none of us understand and then we gave up.

Thirdly, is a game called Monster Inc. Tat wat they called it. We hav around 8 or 9 ppl in one team and then our PC will say out the no. of hands and legs he want and we are supposed to meet the requirements.

Fourthly, we are supposed to split up into groups and all of us are supposed to hold hands with the guy or girl opposite me and then try to form back into a circle. Me so lucky, hold 2 girl hands =P. Then the bloody Hasif keep on laughing at me, saying wat hold 2 girls hand. Bloody hell, he die on monday sia.

And wif tat, we conclude the first day.

2nd day we did our mutuals, had a revision at the start, and then went into footdrill mutuals. I dunno how the Sea CLTs mark our mutuals. Mark until damn strict. I failed my mutual!!! i got 38/100 for both footdrill and armdrill. My armdrill passed, but my footdrill failed badly i think. Then at night, i had a retest and i got 50/100, and i passed. The 2nd day whole day do mutual mutual.

3rd day, which was today, generally did nth, jus tat in the morning we hav another retest, this time by the East District CLTs. This time, i did like last time, but i manage to pass. So lucky me, so still hav my SSG rank and my lineyard. Yay!!!

Many things to complain. I hate the Course ICs and the CSMs. They are like always asking us to hurry up hurry up, they wrong they shout at us. Bloody hell. They always make us wait down there, stand there for damn long and then they keep on asking us to hurry up. And, cannot shout command properly, still wan to shout shout shout. Bloody hell.

Got one girl in my platoon, oso in my section, from the Sea District, from Bukit Batok Secondary School, is damn freaking funny. Her voice is damn high pitch and then she always ask us to repeat the drill and then keep on scolding us. Then in our bunk, everybody start to copy her, follow how she talk, but tat onli limits inside our bunk. Then she 'suan' me twice. I wanted to be the timer. And she ask me to shout louder. Wah Lao, damn malu, shldnt hav been so extra.

And then Hasif sia, bastard tat guy. Keep on laughing at me for failing my mutuals and tat i hav to retake my test twice. And oso keep on saying i like a girl from my platoon, from East View, 2SG Nisa. She was from Spec course and got Platoon best. Bastard hasif, go back school i will slap u.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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