Memories Fades,'

Isnt she pretty, she is like a spanish girl la, mixed blood, she is damn pretty la. Sneak pic her.

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Wah i missed home. Been travelling on the seas for 2 days already. Went on a cruise with my father and mother. Haiz, it is a 'ok' journey, not say very fun, not say very boring. So-so.

First day went there, and the bloody immigration is so damn long. And the place we went to, which was Harbourfront centre, was packed with Indians from India, i think they are from some company and they all come at the same time. So ya, they went the same cruise. Anyways, waited for around 1hr to actually board the ship, after boarding the ship, the first thing we went is to our room, lol it actually has a window. Wow!

Then put our stuffs down, first thing is EAT!!!!!! Cos my parents were damn hungry, so we went up to eat. Eat at a place called the 'Pavillon', a chinese restaurant. When we started eating, it was already 9pm, so it is considered Supper. Then after eating finsh, went to another restaurant to go check it out. Called the 'Mediterannean Restaurant'. Lol, we went there and got a shock, alot of indians down there eating. Lol, and there was no place, so we went out.

Then, we went walking around, looking at things, and we made ourselves to Lido, their performance hall. We watched a show called 'Street Life', and it was performed by dancers. People from Brazil and people from China, performing stunts. It was damn cool.

By tat time, it was already 12am, so went back to our room and i turned on the tv. WRESTLING!!!! Cool, so watched watched until 2am and then ZZZZZZZ!!!

Next morning breakfast blah blah, couldnt use the internet as it was 23cents per min. Zz, one hour is $13.60. Then went to the arcade, so boring. Couldnt go anywhere. Ah, must be at least 18 to go to cruise. Then can go Casino and disco and pubs. I cant go anywhere. Then eat eat eat till night, then went Lido again to watch a performance now called 'The musicians of Bremen'.

Same cast, it was fantastic, wanted to watch the movie 'Music and Lyrics', but decided not to and went back room to watch show, called 'The Fog'. Some lame show, and then watched Wrestling once again, and some soccer, before knocking out at 2am again.

Today, nothing much, but i saw a girl who was damn pretty. She was like spanish la, tat was the girl which caught my eye.

Lol now pictures time!!!!

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Ah. I feel like following Danial now, leaving my house and start walking all over singapore. But then if i do tat, my father will disown me. I dun mind getting disown cos he is seriously a jerk. I cant stand him anymore.

He always hav a stern face which rarely smiles. Whole time give the 'black' face. Then jus now, i told him my results, which i failed physics, 49/50!!! DEPRESSED!!! Anyways, he started saying tat i suck, my results suck to the core. He didnt said those words, but u will feel it.

Then i said, but i am the better ones in my class. He said tat i was consoling myself with tat statement. WTF?!?!? I am freaking fed up wif him. Watever i do, i will nvr fufill his expectations. Last time when my bro fails subjects, he didnt say tat they are lousy, its so bias!!!

In his eyes, i am jus a piece of shit. I will nvr ever do anything right. Watever i do, he says i am wrong. I topped the class in Chemistry, but did he praised me?? NO!! He didnt. I got second in class for A maths, did he praised me again??? NO!!! I got A1 for my E maths, did he praised me??? SAME ANSWER NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!

He dun look at the achievements i get, he jus harped on the bad scores i get. There is such a statement whereby, stupid parents give birth to stupid children. So if i m stupid, tat means he is stupid too. I wish i will get a change of parents.

LET ME SWAP WITH SOMEONE FOR A DAY OF CHANGE OF PARENTS. MAYBE I WILL CHERISH MY PARENTS MORE...

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Ahhh. I cant take it anymore. Sianz. My family is always quarrelling. I hate it. My family always quarrel, quarrel, quarrel. My father first quarrel with my brother. For the money of the computer parts he wan to buy. My bro wan to get a thousand for the new computer parts. Then my brother obviously wan more money la. He is like so unhappy when he must fork out money. Then my father scolded him for not doing anything.

After tat, its always my mother and my eldest brother once again. Always quarrel. I find my mom very extra. She always go there and aggravate the situation. Then my brother not happy with her, quarrel.

Y issit tat i find my family not as perfect as others. Many of times, i wish tat i am other ppl son, where my family is a happy one, no quarrels. I cant stand it anymore. I wish tat i am in another family.

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Yesterday went to study with David and Danial. It was so unsuccessful. Half of the time David was like cracking jokes. Had to call him the 'SPECIAL' One for a week till next saturday as he managed to solve the PoC question. The Properties of Circles. Lol its E maths.

Love David loads. He treated me to Ajisen, and then bought me a wallet from THE WALLET SHOP!! Bought me for my bday present. So happy. THX A LOT DAVID!! LOVE YA!!! MWACKS!!! Lol, the Ajisen waiter forgot to gave David his change back so went back up to get it. Ya then we saw a super funny poster. Lol, its a guy whose dick changes into a screw and then the girl got a super big hole. Its damn funny. Couldnt took pic becos the shopkeeper disallow. Dunno y.

Anyways, didnt accomplish much, so much tat my history paper today failed me terribly. If i can even pass, i would laugh out loud and thank god. And the E maths paper was surprisingly easy, although i minus 10 marks liao so much easier compared to the Mid-year one.

Long time nvr blog. Zz, nth to blog about oso.

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Wow, never been hyper for so damn freaking long liao sia. Today, became damn hyper at around 6 plus to 7 plus. Dunno y, jus felt hyper. Me and David were like suaning Danial, saying he is emo all kind of shit as he was listening to his JPop, blasting the music and he cant hear us.

So David was like saying, Danial is a fuck face, tats y his family split. Lol. Its damn funny, haha then i started laughing and laughing non-stop, and start to hyper-ventilate. Then, David went to uninstall Danial's WLM on his laptop. They were like saying Wong Li Meng, and i actually believed it. Zz. Now everytime i give stupid comments, they will start saying, hav u eaten ur 'Smart' Pills yet? Zz. Its not smart pills.

Then today Raksha was the OIC for today. OIC big sia. Then i asked her to treat me, lol me very 'thin'-skinned. Surprisingly she still remembered tat she owed me a treat, even me myself forget la, looks like she remember my class last year. 2C!!!

Then there is WLS, where he come and say fuck fuck fuck. He came and looked at the TKGS paper, and started saying is a fucked up paper, wat kind of shit, and then he say tat American language, is all fuck fuck, means screwed. lol, super funny. Haha. Anyways, 2 more days to our EOYs.

A maths - A1
E maths - A1 (but i dun think so, one class test got 2/19)
Chemistry - A1
Physics - A2
Geography (Core) - B4
Hist/SS - B3
English - B4
Higher Chinese - B4

This is my expectation, so my L1R5 will be, er....., 12. Yay, improvement.

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