Memories Fades,'

Ah. I feel like following Danial now, leaving my house and start walking all over singapore. But then if i do tat, my father will disown me. I dun mind getting disown cos he is seriously a jerk. I cant stand him anymore.

He always hav a stern face which rarely smiles. Whole time give the 'black' face. Then jus now, i told him my results, which i failed physics, 49/50!!! DEPRESSED!!! Anyways, he started saying tat i suck, my results suck to the core. He didnt said those words, but u will feel it.

Then i said, but i am the better ones in my class. He said tat i was consoling myself with tat statement. WTF?!?!? I am freaking fed up wif him. Watever i do, i will nvr fufill his expectations. Last time when my bro fails subjects, he didnt say tat they are lousy, its so bias!!!

In his eyes, i am jus a piece of shit. I will nvr ever do anything right. Watever i do, he says i am wrong. I topped the class in Chemistry, but did he praised me?? NO!! He didnt. I got second in class for A maths, did he praised me again??? NO!!! I got A1 for my E maths, did he praised me??? SAME ANSWER NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!

He dun look at the achievements i get, he jus harped on the bad scores i get. There is such a statement whereby, stupid parents give birth to stupid children. So if i m stupid, tat means he is stupid too. I wish i will get a change of parents.

LET ME SWAP WITH SOMEONE FOR A DAY OF CHANGE OF PARENTS. MAYBE I WILL CHERISH MY PARENTS MORE...

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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