Memories Fades,'

People...welcome me back? Anyone? i m back into the blogging world, as i feel bored. I want to blog about wat i feel now, feeling down. feeling sucky. and all kind of stuffs. i wan to be like out of this world quick. like wat my title says, fade right back into darkness. yeah.

So why do i feel like tat eh? tonnes of things. tonnes of stupid things i dun wanna talk about. no one can freaking stop me from thinking bout all these silly stuffs. i wanna jus scream it out loud. but i dun wan anyone to hear me. i wan to be like OMG OMG OMG. but who can i confide to? anyone out there willing to listen to my complains? anyone out there?? if there is pls sms me or something. but most probably i wont say to anyone.

To all people out there who actually care for me. hm i wonder how many? none? yeah wateva. i jus going thru some emo period. feel kinda sucky. family life sucks, my own life sucks, school life sucks. tell me something which don't suck. hm? yeah even i suck. like wateva. anyways i get addicted to one song. although its an old song, but the lyrics suit me well.

Simple Plan - Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Yep and tat concludes my post. the lyrics are so so so so so so so meaningful. yep it suits me so well.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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