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People. 2nd post since i started yesterday. Now nothing to do, so decided to blog some stuffs which i did today. Today is more of a happy day for me. Yeah. Happier than normal. So woke up early early early in the morning at 8.30. 8.30!!! See this Danial & 儿子. Not wake up at like 12pm. Hm, but its holiday, holidays are for u to sleep late, but i cant seem to. Normally during school days i cant wake up by myself at around 5+, but now holidays, i confirm plus guarantee plus chop will wake up around 5+. Zzz. Cant stand myeslf. UGH!

So yeah, back to what i did today, i went to meet MingYang (MY) at Tampines Mall early in the morning. Supposed meeting time is at 10am, but i reached there 10.30. Sry, the bus came too late. sry. anyways, went to TM and realised 3/4 of the bloody shops there closed. wtf. y got shopping centre 10.30 still not all open. so zzz. went to buy food eat lo, cos i havent eat breakfast. then by 11+, xiaohao smsed me, so we went back to TM. main thing we went so early in the first place was to get Dexter, Travis and me presents! Yeah, bday presents. Although mine is like almost exactly one month. but still, i m going to get a bag! thank you MY.

So then got Dexter a wallet, travis a plushie toy which says 'YUMMY'. Then, lata went to Tampines Safra for bowling! not tat good today, got pressurised by the people beside us. they all professional bowler, hit like near 200. so zzz. anyways, played 2 games, didnt even hit 100. bleah. so went to the lan beside it lata. oops 4got to mention. my 儿子 aka Louis aka YongKang came oso. Lol, dunno y he oso wan come, although he dunno anyone there, but still we welcome u! so we went lan to play dota, cos the others wan play oso. i feel so bad. jus went Zion yesterday cos MY help pay my membership. zzz i actually went to Zion. OMG OMG OMG!

Played dota for 3 games. First game: xiaohao + dexter VS me + MY + travis
Second game: me + MY VS xiaohao + dexter + travis
Third game: MY + travis VS me + dexter + travis

So yeah, i won 2, lost 1. then lata we left 13 mins, not enuff for dota, so we go play CS for fun. Lol, so lame la, then dexter got super duper duper high. ohyeah, dexter put on braces already! lol. so funny! haha, he was like covering from us, dun wan to let me see. zzz. but eventually he jus showed it. hehe.

school reopening soon. so fast. one week past. back for more exams. wish me good luck.

still i cant seem to forget ______. although i hav been trying so hard, not thinking bout _____, trying to force myself not to think bout ______, deleted the photos in my phone. but i still cant seem to forget. how to make myself forget? how how how? ah. i should not hav even get myself into this deep shit. ugh. i hate it,

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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