Memories Fades,'

i swear, i swear life is out there jus to make fun of me. sian la. today get back partial of my results. first paper i got back was E maths. zzz. i so disappointed. supposed to get A1, so life decided to jus make me miss my A1, yeah, i got a bloody fucked up 74. fuck u life! y cant u let me jus get 75 and be happy! fuck u!

at least, things changed for the better. next paper was meant to be a killer for me. ss, social studies. everyone knew tat the results will be damn lousy, but still we hav to receive our results. but first, we hav to listen to khooky's reading of 2 passages. zzz so boring and felt like sleeping. come on, who will listen to a story which u dun even understand wat it means. so yeah, jus listen blindly lo. anyways, got back our results. bastien koh jie min got a fucking 39/50, the highest. before exam he always say, ai ya i dunno anything. gonna fail already. gonna fail already. sian. then he turn out to be the fucking highest. liar liar!

me? lol i got a 31/50. yeah although tat sucked, but still i m happy wif it! first time my ss paper ever got marks which the first digit was a '3'. i always got like 24, 25, 26, 27. never ever got anything beyond tat. yeah, tats how sucky my ss is. so now hav to await for hist lo, zzz so scared.

lastly was english, it was also a surprise for me, as i actually got so high. 46/50, 23 for compo and 23 for report. first time my compo actually get marks which the first digit was '2'. yes i m not lying. i was in the bloody english remedial. heh. i m gonna go hug ms raksha and like kiss her, thank her lots, as she was the marker! oye. thank u so much! muacks..

so tis 2 are the only exceptional surprising one. but there is still one more surprising one, but not in a good sense. my strongest subject, chemistry, didnt get A1. heard tat! i didnt get A1 for chemistry. if u didnt see tat clearly, I DIDNT GET A1 FOR CHEMISTRY. big enuff?

i got a freaking A2, come on la. if i dun get A1 for chemistry, wat other subjects can i get A1 for? i already said it was my best subject. haiz. i muz hav been too complacent then nvr go study. argh fuck! this sucks. i muz go start mugging for chemistry. actually for every subject. hope my otehr subjects will get good grades.

current L1R5 - 4 (chemistry and emaths)

sian.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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