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THE ENDURING

CLEMENT KUA
SIX AUGUST NINETY-TWO
16 YEARS OLD

VICTORIA SCHOOL 2005-2008
SAJS 1998-2004


LOVEEEEES

DOING NOTHING
FRIENDS (IF THERE ARE ANY)
BOWLING
FAVOURITE 2 TEACHERS


HATEEEES

MYSELF
PEOPLE WHO PISSES ME OFF
EXAMS
LIFE


WISHHHH

FRENS FOR LIFE
NEW HP
NEW LIFE
GIRLFRIEND SOON?!?!?
& MORE FREEDOM PLSS!


IT FADES



MY CONNECTIONS

Adeeb
Ain
Ashley
Bob
Choon Hian
Danial
Daniel
David
Ernest
Evan
Fadhil
Farhan
Hafiz
Haqeem
Jovina
Jonathan
Joshua
Jun Jie
Kah Ghim
Kay Fong
Linus
Li Zhi
Louis aka 儿子
Mervin
Mr Siow
Musli
Nicholas
Nigel
Rebekah
Ser Kiat
Shervin
Sidney
Tajuddin
Weng Keong
Wei Guang
Wei Jian
Yogi
Yun Jun
Mr Khoo

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Monday, October 30, 2006
4:59 PM

Y issit tat students always wants holidays to come faster...but when holidays comes, they want school to come faster??? Maybe tat occurs to me....

Whenever it is still school, i will wish, "HOLIDAYS COME FASTER!!" .....but when holidays come...i will say its super boring stayin at home all day....jus playing the computer and playstation....

I like tat though...except tat my mum keeps on complaining me of playing too much of the com....stop playing....BLAH...BLAH...BLAH...She said after the exams she wun nag at me playing anymore...looks like she broke her promise....ADULTS...HAIZ...always like tat....

So 14 - 17 nov got LTC camp....I got in....i didnt told u all??? Ok now i tell u i got chosen for the Leadership Training Camp...and will become a JL (Junior Leader)....Yipees....although they said i screwed up my whole interview...anyways i still got in =P....the camp is held in Mawai...near Johor...my frens Kaymond, Danial, Linus, and my "BEST" fren SHAWN SOO!!!!

25 - 28 nov got Ncc unit camp....i dun feel like going..but its no choice....SIANZ....

1 - 4 dec.....me going malaysia - Kuala Lumpur....waitin for tat day where i can go overseas....

So tats all line up for me in the holis...maybe some gatherings with my frens....

Word of advice: Use ur time wisely in the holis.....Study for next year


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Friday, October 27, 2006
8:53 PM

Yay..today is the first day of holidays....we decided to go to bugis to hang out and catch a movie today...

So....me, kevin, mervin, linus, dexter, travis, bob, choon hian, and kai liang( from 2F)....we went to bugis...as it was early,we decided to go the arcade and see see....but in the end oso wasted money there....

We wanted to play lan la...$2 per hr leh...quite cheap...but then the woman say we are not 16 yrs old cannot go in.....must wait till 6.30pm...SIANZ...its our holidays liao and she dun let us in....WTF???

In the end we went to eat our lunch at pastamania....then we went to an arcade at Seiyu...its for those small kids to go...but we went there anyway....I played a basketball game...u know those u take the ball and throw in the hoop??? I set a high score of 86 points...beatin the previous high score of 50 by 36 points!!!

Oh yeah...the movie DOA ( Dead or Alive) is a freaking retarded show and is totally waste our money....the show was oni 1 and a 1/2 hrs....the whole show is abt women going to an island to fight....so boring...tot it was quite nice....

After tat...kai liang they all still want go lan...and said go to Tampines....i was like," SIAO ah!!!"
My house is like freaking far from Tampines la...in the end we jus went back....

Word of advice: Cherish ur time wif ur frens...=)


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
9:05 PM

This blog here is dedicated specially to my one and oni class...2C VS2006....

Ppl who had made great changes to my life...ppl who had guided me on the way....and ppl who had made me remembered them for life...

FRENS

Kevin
I had known this guy since primary school....he had been a great fren of mine...and considered one of my best frens in VS....so sad he is going to VIP next year...T.T...although sometimes we quarrel..but always made up in the end.....since u had choose ur path to go IP.....i will wish u the best for everything but dun 4get to come back to VS every now and then to visit us....

Bob
He is a great fellow...clever in studies....knowing how to help ppl....he is a very gd fren who will help his frens when they are in need...he will help u if u hav troubles in ur studies...and he is oso going VIP...y all my frens whom i think is the best are going away...i oso wish u the best for everything u do...

Mervin
He is the guy who make me happy everyday....who is a very likeable fellow...whom ppl can mix around very well and easily...although i had irritated him a lot...he jus tolerated and put a smile back on his face...i know he must be thinking deep down in his heart wat a bastard i am....sry for all i hav done...

Dexter
He is a very cheerful fellow....although sometimes he can overreact and go crazy....but then....he always try to keep a smile on his face...and his laughing is seriously contagious and irritating sometimes....oso i am very sry for "bullying" u everytime.....hereby...i shall say a very sry to u....

Danial
He is our assistant class monitor...and one of my frens i kinda look up to....he hav a very gd leadership qualities....he can be super sacarstic sometimes....but if u know him quite well...u willl think tat he is not a very bad person....he is actually quite a caring guy....so thx for all the help u have given me in one way or another....

Linus
He is very easy to change his mood...he is always smiling (most of the time)....he is the guy whom i irritate the msot....but he jus let me do it most of the time.....i really thank you Linus...u brought whole lots of joy this year....i seriously am very happy when i am with u...if i had offended u in anyway...i am asking for forgiveness....i seriously gonna miss u when u go to a totally different class from me....

Nicholas
He is very cute...very flabby...very sacarstic...very friendly...although he had quite a funny temper...he had been super nice to me...and had treated me very well...he will always crack jokes on me....making me laugh...u are going TA....so wish u gd luck for everything u do....and must remember me...

These are the few ppl whom i really want to thank....they are much more ppl whom i want to thank....the kindness and tolerance they had given me cant be expressed in jus a few words...i really appreciate u help....for those whom i had offended....i seek for forgiveness here...wat i wrote up there is seriously from the bottom of my heart....

Clement

This is wat i think of myself....so i hope the frens who are foloing me to the same class can help me to clear off my habits...and my new frens will help to

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May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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4:57 PM

Today is the last day of school....the day which we were all waiting for has finally came....HOLIDAYS!!!!

Got back my results today...sianz percentage oni 69.3.....miss A2 by o.7%!!!!! WTF!!!! Kevin first in class....then bob was 2nd....

Today was a freakin fun day....we had our final last meeting be4 the ppl who are going to IP leave us.....gonna miss those guys who are going for IP....Nick-er (flabby), B-O-B (no matter read from front or back still BOB), Kevin (A.K.A the dog), Justin (the mad guy), Ashraf (the fat guy) and Adeev (who has the highest ego in our class)....

We tau pok a lot of ppl today....including justin...ashraf....kevin....charlie....max....

Max was the funniest....we tau pok him....then i wedgied him...then Pei Xiang pulled till so hard the underwear started to tear....then Ashraf know it tore liao still continue pulling till his underwear broke into 2 parts...

We were rolling on the floor with laughter....dunno wat happen afterwards....

Word of advice: Remember ur frens 4eva....dun eva 4get them....


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
8:35 PM

YEA!!! CONGRATZ ME....I CAN GO HIGHER CHINESE NEXT YEAR...SO HAPPY....GOT B3 FOR MY OVERALL CHINESE( dunno its jus SA2 or the whole year)

But for English, i so sad....was quite happy for my comprehension....cos me no me english not gd...35/50...but then the paper 1 killed me...

Compo: 20/30
Functional writing: 16/30
Paper 1: 36/60

Anywaes...my overall score for SA2 is B3....so i quite happy =) cos got my oral...45/55...=)

Yesterday got back my maths...67/100....sianz...my freaking "friend" got 95/100...guess who issit....its none other than the famous "NO LIFE" boy -------SHAWN SOO!!!!!

My science got....20/30 for chemistry(which i tot was the easiest), 21/30(which i tot it was the hardest), 25/30(so-so...not tat hard)........so overall 66/90...dunno wats the other 10 marks...

Geography made me so surprised....i didnt thought tat i could get 67/80!!! I tot i screwed tat paper up...but thx to MS RAKSHA.....who screwed my TFU up....in the end overall jus get 75.9...barely pass A1...nonetheless....i still get A1

Home econs overall i got A2 not much bout tat....

We had our NCC meeting today....jus because someone think tat he is staff sgt...go there late...still shout shout shout.....we were freaking pissed la..waste our time waiting there....den those who had hand in the donation card can jus go after he reached there 5 mins.....WTF????

I not angry liao...jus a moment of anger.....Btw...i got nominated for LTC (leadership training camp).......tmw got interview...wish me luck for my interview...hope i dun screw up

Word of advice: Even if u are high rank in any thing...dun act like u r the biggest of all....cos there will be some one bigger....
( yi shan hai you yi shan gao) --->one mountain higher than another mountain


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Monday, October 16, 2006
4:01 PM

Yay....got back my EZ-link card from my fren bob today...wooohoooo....

We had interclass games today....basketball, floorball and chess....Chess no one was interested...floorball got 4th place....and basketball got 3rd place....

Me, Max, Pei Xiang, Jun Cong, Abbas and Ashraf were in the team...out of 4 matches...we won 3 lost 1....

FIRST MATCH: 2C VS 2I 19 - 11
SECOND MATCH: 2C VS 2E 16 - 12
SEMI FINALS : 2C VS 2I (once again) not sure..oni know got thrashed
3RD/4TH PLACING: 2C VS 2E (once again) not sure....but we win...

So its 3rd place for us...nvm gd try....oh ya....i threw the ball once from outside...and the ball rammed into the referee's face....lol

Ashraf was the person who had the most foul....a guy called JIM from 2E....ran into ashraf then he fell....3 times...and all foul...lol.......another time..ashraf wanted to clear the ball away and he slammed the ball into a guy from 2I called Yu Cheng....STRAIGHT INTO THE FACE...

Word of advice: DUN EVER PLAY BALL GAMES WITH ASHRAF.....


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
5:06 PM

Finally....the exams are finally over...I CAN GET MY FREEDOM!!!!!!!!

Anyways...the Chinese Paper is so bloody difficult...the questions all sucks....enough of tat...now lets talk bout today....Me, Mervin, Dexter, Linus, Travis, Danial ( although he left us half way), Kevin a.k.a the dog went bowling today...we first went to KSC ( Katong Shopping centre)...but the quality there sucks man.....but wat can u expect for $1 per shoe and $1.80 per game....

At KSC, all of us bowl until so lousy....oni Mervin was on form...he knew how to spin the ball after all...i thought he was lying...sry for doubting u =P...Kevin a.k.a the dog broke his voice...he was like questioning Linus ," What the HELL?"

We decided to go to Tampines Safra instead...when we got there, we performed superbly....Dexter got the top score...160++....kevin who is so tyco got a TURKEY ( TRIPLE STRIKE!!!!)....Mervin got 144, Me got 110++...linus and travis...haiz...

Pratically...the 2 lanes beside us were all girls....one was wearing home clothes, the other was in school uniform which i dunno what school was it...before tat...there was another group of boys..there is one guy who was totally a bastard...he was like shouting,"VERY GOOD" or something like tat through out the whole thing...I was super irritated la...wanted to take the ball and throw at him....

Back to the girls...i find they seriously wasted their money la...one of them got 28 out of 10 frames...0 out of the 5....she pratically throw the ball at the starting line and it went into the gutter.....we were laughing like mad there.....one of the girls are not bad la...

Then when we were about to go back....i 4got to take back my EZ-link card...i hitch a ride on Linus taxi back home....so didnt notice..until i reach Serangoon, i found out tat i didnt hav my EZ-link card with me...

Luckily...i hav a gd fren...BOB CHUA CHER MING!!! HE ROX TO THE CORE....I ASKED HIM TO HELP ME RETRIEVE MY EZ-LINK AND HE WENT TO COLLECT IT FOR ME...YIPEE....I LOVE U BOB...=)

Word of advice: Have a gd fren like BOB.....Y ARE U LEAVING ME BOB..=(
2nd word of advice: Girls shouldnt go play bowling...they couldnt even hit much of the pins...waste money...


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
2:43 PM

Construction worker on the 5th floor of a building needed a handsaw.

So he spots another worker on the ground floor and yells down to him, but he can't hear him.

So the worker on the 5th floor tries sign language.

He pointed to his eye meaning "I", pointed to his knee meaning "need", then moved his hand back and forth in a hand saw motion.

The man on the ground floor nods his head, pulls down his pants, whips out his chop and starts masturbating.

The worker on 5th floor gets so pissed off he runs down to the ground floor and says, "What the fuck is your problem!!!

I said I needed a hand saw!".

The other guy says, "I knew that! I was just trying to tell you - I'm coming!"


Two lovers fall on hard times and decided to rob a bank together.The first lover plans the robbery and goes over the plan with the second lover in great detail.

The robbery begins.The first lover drives up in front of the bank, stops the car and says to the other lover, "I want to make absolutely sure you understand the plan.

You are supposed to be in and out of the bank in no more than three minutes with the cash. Do you understand the plan?"

"Perfectly," he said.

He goes in the bank while the other waits in the getaway car.

One minute passes, two minutes pass...seven minutes pass - and the first lover is really stressing out.Finally, the bank doors burst open and out he comes.

He's got a safe wrapped up in rope and is dragging it to the car.

About the time he gets the safe in the trunk of the car, the bank doors burst open again with the security guard coming out.
The guard's pants and underwear are down around his ankles while he is firing his weapon.

As the guys are getting away, the first lover says "I thought you understood the plan!"

The second lover said, "I did! I did exactly what you said!"

"No, you idiot," he replied. "You got it all mixed up. I said tie up the GUARD and blow the SAFE!"



Old aunties used to come up to me at weddings, poking me inthe ribs and cackling, telling me,
"You're next."

They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.


Doctor : I regret to tell you that you have a brain tumour.

Mr. Bean : Yesss!!! (jumps in joy)

Doctor : Did you understand what I just told you?

Mr. Bean : Yes of course, do you think I'm dumb?

Doctor : Then why are you so happy?

Mr. Bean : Because that proves that I have a brain!


Mike wanted to have sex with a girl in his office but she belonged to someone else.

One day Mike got so frustrated that he went up to her and said, "I'llgive you $100 if you let me have you!"

But the girl said "NO!"

Mike said, "I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you benddown and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up."

She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult herboyfriend, so she called her boyfriend and told him the story.

Her boyfriend said, "Ask him for $200, then pick up the money very fast.He won't even be able to get his pants down."

So she agrees and accepts the proposal.

Half an hour goes by and theboyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call.Finally after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened.

She replied, "ahh.. The bastard used coins!"


One little boy and a little girl went to play in the beach, and went back to their home with lots of sand.

When the father was bathing the little boy, the boy asked, "What is this?"

The father replied, "This is your car, it is used to be inserted into a garage."

Similarly, the girl asked her mother when she was bathing her, "Mom, what is this?"

The mother replied, "Oh, this is your garage, NEVER let a car park into your garage, understand?"

The following day, the kids went to the beach again.

The little boy went back, crying loudly.

His parents asked why, and he said, pulling down his pants, "I tried to put my car into her garage, but she pulled my wheels out!"


What's the difference between stress, tension and panic?

Stress is when wife is pregnant,

Tension is when girlfriend is pregnant,

and Panic is when both are pregnant.


Teacher: u know the importance of period?

Kid: Ya, once my sister said she has missed one, my mom fainted, dad got a heart attack & our driver ran away.


Two men met while both were looking for their lost wives.

1st: How urs look like?

2nd: She is 5"7, 36-24-36, Fair, Black eyes. Wat abt urs?

1st: Forget mine. Lets find urs!!


Mother to her teenage daughter: I think this is the right time we should talk about sex. Daughter (Excitedly): Sure mom, tell me what do you want to know...
Mother Faints...


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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2:13 PM

Today is the English paper....2nd last day be4 exams finish!!!!

Generally....the paper was quite ok...i was shocked when i finish my paper in around 35 mins...and i looked around...everybody was doing their work...xcept victor and me...=)

I went to the bus stop and some of our sec 1 victorians kept on shouting at each other talking bout dota....then wat calling each other retards or something like tat...i think the 3 of them are all retards...

I was already quite pissed off...but then as the bus reached the ST PATRICK bus stop, the boys got up...and they were screaming their heads out...i was like,"WTF LA"....

This nvm...then later..the bus reach a bus stop full of bitches ( dun wan mention anything)... the girls were like laughing and screaming at the top of their voices...as though the bus were theirs....

Furthermore...they didnt got down sooner than i thought...they got down at the same bus stop as me...this made me very frustrated....

Word of advice: Dun go around shouting like some retarded idiot...


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Monday, October 09, 2006
2:12 PM

Today, i suddenly thought of many things.

Life....wats life....definition for life....issit jus something which we live for? Life is jus acting, trying to be good in front of somebody? Or is life full of joy, pain and laughter?

Ppl around us, are they true to us, are they real? Or they are jus acting?

Who can we trust in this reality? Ourselves? Frens? Family? I am still searching for this answer though....

My frens, although i dun doubt them, but sometimes i really wonder....are they really my true frens which will help me when i am in need, or will jus turn their back when i am in trouble? All this qns seems to revolve around my head every now and then...

But watever the answer is, we jus hav to move on with life, carry on as normal..

Word of advice: Who can tell me the answer pls do so...as i try to answer these qns myself.....


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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2:00 PM

Haiz...science paper today.....

General, its quite easy....Chemistry always easiest dunno why...they seems to look down on us for chemistry...

Whereas physics...quite ok...standard qns..some difficult some easy....

Biology....ITS A BLOODY KILLER PAPER for me...tats wat i think...some fo them think physics harder than biology....

They test u qns like,

Difference between a sperm and an ovum, placenta and uterus...another is y must we control the spread of STDs...wats sort of qns is tat man....i dunno how to do them doh...then biology they always set super duper hard....

Word of advice: 2 more days to my freedom...cheer me on


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Friday, October 06, 2006
2:29 PM

Wtf....the end of year exam paper till now its so difficult...

Today the maths paper i screwed up sia...part 1 so difficult...part 2 even difficulter....wtf man...

I didnt do 2 qns for each paper....i hate maths...tot was gonna be soso....didnt thought was this difficult...gonna fail sia...

Word of advice: Exams suks....


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
1:38 PM

Sianz....2nd paper....English paper 1 and Home econs....

The English paper is not say very difficult....but i still screwed my compo anyways....the newspaper report was quite ok...its about a flood and must elaborate on it....

The compo qns are as folo:
1. 4got liao....
2. Write the advantages and disadvantages of Integrated Resort
3a) 'I was about to doze off when it happened.....'
b) 4got liao....
4. Write about a place where u went for a holiday. There's something else but 4got oso....
5. Terror

i chose 3a)...but then anywaes i screwed it up....as for the home econs paper....the section A was qutie simple although i got a few qns wrong....section B is MCQ...oso quite simple...shld have something wrong....i screwed it up at section C when they ask u the parts of the sewing machine...i oni got 1 i confirmed its correct....there is 5 of them...i didnt do 2...the other 2 shld be wrong too...

Word of advice: Have a better memory then me so u can write the qns of the compo on ur blog....


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
3:09 PM

Haiz...today is my first exam day...

When i got my Chinese paper 1, i looked at the qns and it was like freaking easy la...the letter writing is about, "ur school celebrated Singapore's 41st bday, write to ur penpal and say how ur school celebrated and ur feelings."

The compo i chose the title was "ur idol"...i wrote bout my mum...who is so great...

Whereas...when i reach my geography paper...i was stunned..although the MCQ was easy, the SEQ was killing.

1st qns: Land reclamation & fossil fuels (chosen)
2nd qns: Agriculture (nvr study dun wan chose)
3rd qns: Global warming (chosen)
4th qns: Ozone layer (pic looks the same to me...nvr chose)
5th qns: Air & water pollution (chosen)

The 1st qns was ok, 3rd qns difficult, 5th qns more difficult....furthermore i need 66 marks to get my A1 for my geog...looks like i am screwed...

Word of advice: Exams....causes u to be sad...jus like me =(


May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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