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Yay! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! tis whole post is dedicated jus for u? arent u touched XD heh. so all i hav to say is HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY AIN!

AIN!

AIN!

AIN!

U R FINALLY 16! ARENT U ELATED! I waited for mine for so long, and i finally turned 16 last month. so its ur turn now! yipee! 16, means....LEGAL.....lol. LEGAL for NC-16 MOVIES! =D oso for sex la, but...movies more important! hee!

so its jus happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday and more happy birthday! =)

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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OMG. tis is so terrible horrible! my prelim 2 results suck cock. and seriously, sucks to the max. my L1R5 is a fucking 16. 16! where can i freaking go wif a 16? NO WHERE!

here are the results of my subjects.

E maths - 74 (fuck it man. wtf? one more mark to my A1 and i jus missed it. FUCK!)
Chemistry - 74 (YES FUCK IT! ANOTHER ONE!)
A maths - 66.5 (damn it, supposed to be one of my better subjects, disappointing)
Physics - 64.? (cant remember, but still its 64. so disappointing, but expected it)
History/SS - 35/31 respectively (overall 66%. omg first time did so well. better than expected gee=D)
English - 64.? (tis not included oral, so yeah b4, not bad already. expected a c5)
Chinese - 60.5 (stunner! omg i actually got a b4. top in class somemore. all hail me!)
Geography - 36 (paper 1) (she havent mark paper 2 yet. so currently its an A2, stunner too =D)

the first few subjects are freaking disappointing, but my humanities were shocking. i didnt expect to do tat well. phew, since like my humanities might be alright. ai ya, i think i spend too much time on humanities, neglect my maths and science. zzz. so hard to strike a balance eh. but still hav to work hard for both. 1 more month to the freaking O's.

oh ya, chinese seriously was a stunner. i actually got highest leh. in my class. duh. tat shows how lousy our class is. not say i nvr hand in homework, nvr listen in class still get highest. TYCO to the max. heh. like wat i said, an A1 compo. serious come out A1 compo. first time sia. 4 pages of writing if dun gif me A1, 对不起我自己 (sorry myself, or something like tat, dunno how phrase in english). 53/70. imba not. come ask me how to write compo la. heh. cant be complacent. hav to work harder, cos the final stretch is still the O's! GANBATTE!

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today had lunch wif my family. more of a high tea rather than lunch la. ok. we went to a place in Square 2. for all those east idiots who dunno where Square 2 is, it is at Novena. if u are seriously a super duper east idiot, who dun go anywhere other than the east, then Novena is at the North-South line, which is after Toa Payoh, before Newton, if u are taking to Marina Bay, and it is before Toa Payoh, after Newton if u are taking to Jurong East. anyways, if u dunno where tat is jus go check a map.

so yeah. back to the place. its called 周庄, zhou zhuang. we went there for a high tea buffet. omg, their things there are awesomely gd. serious. very very very very very very very very nice. heh. really very nice. their dim sum = 一极棒(superb). yeah. u all should go there and hav try. oso, their service not bad. although it is very crowded, they still come and refill ur tea, change ur plates for u, clear the dishes quite fast, and oso serve the dishes quite fast.

overall, i would give it a 9/10. for its tasty food, good service, and oso their good deco. the way the deco their restaurant very nice & cosy. our table was a round table, wif seats which are cushioned. not like those boring square table. so the one point minus off is tat got too many people, not nice. hehe. so too bad. anyways, like wat mr maran always say, there is always room for improvement, so cannot gif 10/10 lata they feel complacent and then close down, and it all will become my fault. so, gd job! go there have a try someday.

oso, u all so bias against selena gomez. hate u guys. she is pretty lo. sobs. how can u all dun like her. sobs. anyways, different preference. heh! i still support her. fan of her! come on selena! work harder! she same age as us sia, or one year smaller forget liao, maybe i stand a chance? >.<

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OMG! isnt she hot? oh yeah. she is hot!

now the link for her video which i found her super chio.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9CuE9XZJRX8

dunno y cannot upload video zzz. so enjoy watching her!

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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i swear, i swear life is out there jus to make fun of me. sian la. today get back partial of my results. first paper i got back was E maths. zzz. i so disappointed. supposed to get A1, so life decided to jus make me miss my A1, yeah, i got a bloody fucked up 74. fuck u life! y cant u let me jus get 75 and be happy! fuck u!

at least, things changed for the better. next paper was meant to be a killer for me. ss, social studies. everyone knew tat the results will be damn lousy, but still we hav to receive our results. but first, we hav to listen to khooky's reading of 2 passages. zzz so boring and felt like sleeping. come on, who will listen to a story which u dun even understand wat it means. so yeah, jus listen blindly lo. anyways, got back our results. bastien koh jie min got a fucking 39/50, the highest. before exam he always say, ai ya i dunno anything. gonna fail already. gonna fail already. sian. then he turn out to be the fucking highest. liar liar!

me? lol i got a 31/50. yeah although tat sucked, but still i m happy wif it! first time my ss paper ever got marks which the first digit was a '3'. i always got like 24, 25, 26, 27. never ever got anything beyond tat. yeah, tats how sucky my ss is. so now hav to await for hist lo, zzz so scared.

lastly was english, it was also a surprise for me, as i actually got so high. 46/50, 23 for compo and 23 for report. first time my compo actually get marks which the first digit was '2'. yes i m not lying. i was in the bloody english remedial. heh. i m gonna go hug ms raksha and like kiss her, thank her lots, as she was the marker! oye. thank u so much! muacks..

so tis 2 are the only exceptional surprising one. but there is still one more surprising one, but not in a good sense. my strongest subject, chemistry, didnt get A1. heard tat! i didnt get A1 for chemistry. if u didnt see tat clearly, I DIDNT GET A1 FOR CHEMISTRY. big enuff?

i got a freaking A2, come on la. if i dun get A1 for chemistry, wat other subjects can i get A1 for? i already said it was my best subject. haiz. i muz hav been too complacent then nvr go study. argh fuck! this sucks. i muz go start mugging for chemistry. actually for every subject. hope my otehr subjects will get good grades.

current L1R5 - 4 (chemistry and emaths)

sian.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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officialy, my exams are over. time to rejoice? or time to be sad? hm. i dunno. wif my prelim 2 over, tis jus mean tat Os are coming. zzz. i dun really think i m prepared for Os, but still, we hav to take it no matter wat eh. yeah yeah yeah. all the study..study..more studying. zzz. i feel like we totally got no life, all the way studying! zzz.

let my hair down after today's paper, went to Kbox wif Rayson, XiaoHao aka Charles and Danial. heh, had a hella out of time. sang lots of songs, sang super duper loud, until i think my ears are deaf now.

anyways, i have to say sry to someone. someone who is always there to help me solve my problems. but i jus found out tat she is oso super duper stressed out, instead of helping her solve hers, i m actually piling on to hers. i feel so guilty now. i cant stand it, y am i always causing more problems to other people when they already have their own problems. haiz. i jus dun get it, y cant i ever do things right? i jus wanna say a super duper big sry, and tat i will not bother u wif my problems anymore, i m going to gif up on life, and jus lead it numbly. sry.

SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO MINGYANG. YES U MINGYANG! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY PRESENT. ALTHOUGH IT HAS PAST SO LONG ALREADY, BUT U STILL BOUGHT FOR ME. LOL. THANK U FOR BUYING A BAG FOR ME. THANK U. WAT ELSE CAN I SAY OTHER THAN THANK U. HM. I GUESS NOTHING ELSE. THANK U!

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yeah, i m back. finally all the stress is over. finished my exams. woohoo. yay. rejoice. prelims over, now for the final stretch, to O levels!!! haiz. time passes so fast. the last time i remembered O levels was 100+ days away. now is jus less than a month away. haiz.

actually monday still got paper, but who cares its jus physics MCQ. any how tikam oso can get correct. 50% probability. right or wong. yep. everything in life is 50% chance. either u get it or u dont. yeah. so today after my chemistry MCQ, a few of us went to LAN. feel so bad. sian.

went Zion to play. heh. me, mingyang, yuanhao, travis, dexter, junming and poh. oni mingyang and junming is go lan one. the others dun go, including me. heh. we went at 10.30, havent open, so waited outside the shop, wait wait wait wait wait and after around 1 hr, we went in at 11.30, played all the way till 6.00. LOLs. hardcore eh?

shld be going again on monday. oni if they go then i go lo. heehee. feeling much better these few days, but still. cant believe secondary school life is going to be over. 4 years jus gone so fast. all the frens, if u consider me as one, are going to separate soon. yeah. i feeling so sad. how to maintain all these frenship. couldnt we jus stay like this 4eva. haiz. how i dun wanna leave u all. i dun wanna.

May darkness engulf me and never be seen again
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